There he was, theone, standing in all his glory
Making it tough for my memory
Love, four letters but bounded mystery
Has got me chained to one's history
Numb,
not numb,
numb
He shines brighter than the sun
I wonder about my wound and his striking gun
Said one, long time ago but still carved in my blood
Has got my heart swallowed for good
Tore me apart but kept me alive still
Hint me with hate but brought me to life with chill
Got me lost in the world of pain
Yet, Dragged me back to his chain
I want,
I can't
I want
But I can't
Sin it is, my ego said
But my soul screamed out the cruelness of not loving
Here inside me, there is no peace
All there is the marathon that my heart decided
The journey, infinite, no end, no beginning, no in-between
Constant conflict, with the Romeo in my heart and the Juliet in my thoughts
I ponder with my thoughts when the battle is done
