You Can Tell Me... [Michael Mell X Female Reader] BE MORE CHILL

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Lunch came and realization hit you. 'Rich took all my money...I can't buy lunch!'  You silently groaned in frustration as you walked to Theo's table.

She saw you sit without any food and she instantly knew what's up

She offered her sandwich and you shook your head, but she placed the sandwich in your hand. 

"T-thanks Theo..."

She grinned and continued to eat her remaining food.

You took a bite of the sandwich and thought about who might've wrote those words on your desk in 2nd period... 

"what'cha thinking about?" THeo asked, with her mouth full. You shook your head. She raised a brow. "Is it that Michael guy you like?" 

She nudged you with her elbow. You shook your head vigorously. 

Then you spotted a familiar red hoodie near the entrance.

For a girl with social anxiety, you seem to have better hearing than others, so you eavesdrop on them while munching on the food. 

"Jeremy, my buddy, how's it hanging? Lunch is bangin', had my sushi, got my slushy and more!"

His voice sounded familiar.

You squinted your [E/C] eyes on them and their figures started to be clear to you.

And you blushed intensely.

The guy singing was Michael...

And you just masturbated to him last night.

You felt your face heat up.

A hand was placed on your shoulder.

"Hey Y/N are you okay? You look a bit...red... are you si-" she looked towards the direction you were looking at and came to a realization.

She smirked.

"So, when are you gonna ask him out huh?" I choked on my sandwich.

"W-wha-" She started laughing.

"Hey, you should totally ask him out you know, before that guy with him does before you."

You shook your head and turned to their direction to see then pulling their own bags and connected the words written on it.

BOYF RIENDS

"Oh shit they're totally gay and dating." Theo patted your shoulder and chuckled. "Sucks to be you huh." You lowered my head. 'I guess I totally have no chance...'

After lunch, You and Theo parted ways, since You both don't have classes together. Except if there's a general assembly at your school, which is very unlikely.

You started to head back to your third period, but someone intentionally bumped into you, making it seem like you did it on purpose but you didn't.

"WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING QUIET LOSER" You heard laughter everywhere.

'No Theo to back you up now huh?'

You heard your subconscious tell you, you dropped you books and fell on the floor, covering your ears, trying to block the laughter the people around you make.

But one voice stayed.

'You're a pathetic loser, you should just die. You don't matter to anyone. Aunt Heidi was just forced to take care of you. Nobody loves you. You should just kill yourself'  It continued.

Tears started falling from your eyes and you stood up, carrying your books and started running away. Away from everyone.

You remembered the pill.