I break my grip with Kaitlyn, because I was in pain. I know Kaitlyn didn't want to hurt me, but I don't blame her. I was being rough and a pest. I'm sitting on the ground after I received 2 hard kicks .For a short Girl, she has a lot of power and force behind her body. She might look like a babe but, she is dangerous. I was on the sitting on the ground in defeat. I couldn't say anything because the pain was immense. In my head I kept repeating, Do not piss Kaitlyn off. She helped me up and She told me " Hey, I told you I was gonna kick you". She walked away looking like the biggest savage ever. After the picnic was over, the whole entire school went inside the building for a presentation about the memories we had there. There was music, jokes and a slideshow that had pictures and videos of everything we did. I was sitting next to a group of people and to my surprise Kaitlyn went to sit behind me. Her companions came to sit next to her too. The presentation was awesome. It felt good to see all the memories that were taken and it was one of the best feelings I've felt. At the end of the presentation, we were able to leave. I hug and embraced everyone I saw. All of us had different plans on which high school we were all going. Some of us were going to a Vocational school . Some of us were going to Private schools. But most of us were going to the Public High school. Unfortunately for me, Kaitlyn went to a Vocational school, also called Vo-Tech. So the last day of school was the last time I would see Kaitlyn for a while. Once again, Summer went by faster than ever. It was 2 and a half months long but it felt like it went by in a week. But finally the time has finally come. It was the first day of high school. Most of my friends were still here. The freshman class seemed empty though because most of them were at different schools, but I didn't mind. It was great seeing everyone that was left. And of course I saw Emily too, and good lord, she was still beautiful. I loved her like crazy. Nothing special really happened in freshman year. It was a really good year. I met my best friend that year. Her name is Shayla. She's my sister from another mister. She was very stylish. She was and still is a star in my night sky. She's sweet, funny, and sassy. She was there with me through out my high school experience. She also introduced me to my now school mother, Corrine. She was a tall, blond girl that was emo as fuck. She'd usually would wear black on the daily. But she was also sweet and I love her like an actual mother. We were and still are the 3 Musketeers. Freshman year really wasn't the best experience, but it wasn't the worst either. As usual, I was still single. But time and time again I would think about how my old friends were doing at their different schools. It felt awkward thinking about that. I thought about something else. That something else was the new girl in school. I have a passion for girls man. I can't tell if I'm a player, a lover, or just pretty damn desperate. Either way I had a huge crush on the new girl. Her name was Tabitha. She was super smart. She was funny, but she didn't really know anyone, so I decide to make sure I introduced myself. When I first heard her talk, she had a gentle voice. It was calm and soothing. I was also able to get her phone number too, so I could text her at anytime. But the main problem with her, was that she actually was already dating another guy. (Ahhhhhhhhhh, why does this happen to me every time I have a crush) but luckily for me they broke up so I had my chance to ask her out. I did, in fact I asked her out 3 times and all those times she said no. I was so discouraged. Although she knew I liked her but she treated me like a close friend so I didn't mind but goddamn I felt like i will never find out what love is. At this point, I started to focus on school instead of the subject of love because I knew I would never get it. Or at least, I'd thought I would never get it. I'm going to leave it as that. For now, I was enjoyed freshman year. . Freshman year was so fun, but I was so happy when the school year was over. Next up, Sophomore year! Hopefully things will change next year.
