Just my thoughts || 생각들

11:00 || 하나

11:00||bed room
My alarm began to ring at 11 am. I woke up exhausted. When I came Yesterday home yesterday. I just laid back and fell asleep. I was on a 12 hour shift last night for a bar, recently ill work 6, 12 hour shifts in one week. People told me I pushed my self to much. Honestly I didn't care it was better than staying home doing nothing and wasting my life. I did have fun but I regret doing "it".

I'm a 21 years old girl who just works 2 partime jobs, my mother would nag and would tell I'm good at nothing. Honestly< I can't talk back since it is true, I barely passed high school with my pass grades that are as low as 51%. Highest was a 71% throughout the semester I wished it stayed that way. I'm not even in university or collage at the moment. Honestly< I could live perfectly fine right now. I am able to maintain my jobs and have 3 meals a day and as well pay my taxes and rent. But I wish something interesting will happen.

What should I do with my life...

*ring ring*

My phone began to ring, I picked it up. It was from an unknown number. I hesitated to answer, I hate talking to random people. I get paranoid really easily. Ever since "the incident" happen. But I told my self to answer this call what if it's important and what can happen nothing can beat that. 

*click*

The person began to spoke with a decently deep voice once he heard the call was connected. I began to sweat at this moment, I regret answering this call... I could feel something is wrong.

"Hello?"

Before I answered I gulp and breath in and out.

"...Hello."

...

The call became silent. I waited. Maybe he didn't hear me. No sound came through.

"Hello?"

I waited. After a minute, in the distance, I heard a light laugh from the call. He began to speak again.

"Are you the worker at 72 bar? I have a complaint."

A complaint? But why call me. Yes, I do work there but why and how did call me.

"I'm sorry... but I don't deal with the complaints and how did you get my number?"

He giggled once more... I began to gain more shivers down my back. 

"...Is this Aiyo?"

I paused...
I couldn't move... the shivers began to happen for frequently and I began to gain goosebumps. my hands started to shake and I couldn't move my bed. It really concerned me...
How did he know I was Aiyo.

"...ah so it is Aiyo."

*click*
...
He...hanged up...
I burst off my bed and ran to lock all my door and windows.
I hid all this way to be safe. What's wrong with me. I ask for something interesting this isn't "the" interesting I wanted.
I began to panic. I open all my social media and search for any common users in each account,  I temporaly closed every media I have. "The f**k" I yelled "Who is he? Why did he call ?!" How did he know I was Aiyo. No one knows Im Aiyo.

Aiyo is my online name.

I stopped and went on my knees. Tears went down my cheeks.

This can't be happening again.

*to be continued*