IT'S HIM

THEY'RE MY WORLD

Sitting in the corner of the room, I was thinking to myself. "Can I ever meet the people who have influenced me the most?" BANGTAN SONYEONDAN. They're a group of seven boys from Korea who are singers and a worldwide influence. They started off small and faced a lot of struggles and problems, but now are shining brighter than the stars and living their dreams. 

I love them. I love them a lot. My goal in life was to meet them in person. I was jealous of all the other people out there who had visited Korea, met them, held their hands and laughed. I looked up to their Music, Dance, Personality, Character and mostly the hard work and effort they had put in to reach such a place. They are talented people who share a strong bond and look out for each other and are more or less like brothers. They're family.  My bias from the group was none other than THE MAKNAE, Jeon Jungkook. He made me happy. I could write a book on how and why I like him so much but for now I'll make it short. He is a caring, loving and talented man. His smile makes my day. 

I would cry and cry everyday because of how much they meant to me. They're the reason I had started loving myself for who I am. I have a thousand flaws but I had decided to block them all out and focus on the good things about myself. They've taught me to not accept hate from others. I've started doing everything I love without anyone stopping me. Their music may be a language I cannot understand but I always tend to connect a lot with it. Listening to their music makes me feel like I'm in a safe place where I cannot get hurt. It takes me to a totally different place where it's just them and I. They feel like home to me. Little did I know, seven boys singing and dancing on stage to a completely different language would be the reason to my happiness. They make me feel like a better person.

I thank these beautiful, happy souls who taught me more than what life can give.

Thinking about all of this. Tears started rolling down my face and my heart got weaker. I closed my eyes to hold myself together before I fall apart and took a deep breathe and exhaled out to ease myself. I was still in my room sitting on the floor beside my bed, folding my legs,  making myself comfortable in my hands, I told myself I would be okay. I told myself I would meet them someday and tell them how much they meant to me. I repeated it again. I closed my eyes took a deep breathe and exhaled but this time I wasn't in my room!

I woke up in a big white bedroom on a fluffy white bed where the bright rays of light entered the room. Without freaking out I looked around the room which had expensive furniture around and white curtains. It looked big enough to be a mansion. I seemed very comfortable in my pajamas and the place looked lavish with a yard outside and a swimming pool too. Nothing seemed clear to me but I caught a glimpse of all the things in the room.

 I felt lot more grown than I had felt before. I felt prettier. I felt something quite heavy on my finger. Lifting my left hand up to my face, I saw a big, beautiful, sparkling wedding ring lying there on my ring finger. It looked like a wedding ring that I had always dreamt of having. Shocked at the sight of the ring, I heard someone exhaling and moving towards me to cuddle. That's when I realized I had a ring, I must be engaged or married. Really scared this time, I turned around to see who it was. Next thing I know, I was in a state I could faint. He stared at me, pushed the hair fallen on my face gently and whispered 'GOOD MORNING, LOVE' with a smile. I could scream my lungs out but I was in shock and unable to do anything.

 It was him! JEON JUNGKOOK! The love of my life! He was my husband!

OK SO EVERYONE WHO READ THIS CHAPTER. THANKS FOR READING BUT I REALLY NEED TO SAY BY THE TIME I REACHED THE 3RD CHAPTER, I REALIZED WHAT TERRIBLE WRITING THIS WAS. SO PLS CONTINUE READING. THE OTHER CHAPTERS WONT LET YOU DOWN I PROMISE