"Are you pregnant?" He asked so bluntly poking my belly. "What, no? I'd like to think so..." I trailed off again. "Wait are you calling me fat?" as he was supposed to say something my mother came in.
"I made some spaghetti for you love birds" She smiled with the brightest smile I've ever seen. "Also the guest bedroom is free so if Kellin wants to stay over he is welcome with open arms" she handed us the bowls and brought some cheese on a plate.
"Thank you, mom, once again, this is so nice of you!" I pull her into a close hug with one hand while holding the bowl in the other.
"This is nothing! I'm just so damn happy to see you alive and being here, not in some basement," she whispers to me. "And you've found yourself a boyfriend!" With a nudge and a wink, I start to blush looking at Kellin with a goofy smile.
"Anyway have a nice night you kids" she waves both of us goodbye and we both are left in silence only minimal sound coming from the TV.
We both make eye contact and look at the plate of cheese. "Mine!" I scream as we both try to grab it. Thankfully I was the first one to it.
As Kellin try to snatch it from my hands I put it higher and put out my tongue. Seeing him finally wave the white flag I smile in victory as he continues to pout.
"Kellin," I call when he looks at me I start to smile. "What do you call cheese that isn't yours?" his face went emotionless I was guessing the boy already knew what was coming.
"Nacho cheese" I start to laugh at my own joke. Well someone has to. I could see the corners of his lips lift up. Having the contagious laugh he starts to chuckle along.
After some time we both calm down and I add the cheesy goodness to my plate as it slowly melts and turns into heaven I finally pass it over to my man.
"What even is this?" Once I said that I realized my whole mouth was full of noodles. "To be completely honest I have no idea, but hey well know how to get out of prison if we ever get into it" he mentioned to the screen that showed multiple ways to escape the glare of a camera.
Not going to lie this was pretty interesting. I never knew the stupidest people are the smartest.
Actually no. I never considered Victor to be stupid but if he's going to leave me for a whore be my goddamn guest.
-----Flashback-----
"Talk to me like a goddamn adult. I know you drank too much but get your fucking shit together," I take the cup out of the boy's hand and place it on the table turning his face towards mine.
"Look, I don't like you anymore, I'm sorry, not really, but sorry? I don't know. Just go. I'm with Brit now, go to Mike seeing how bad you wanted him. He is free, fucking use that. Honestly, just go fuck yourself. You broke my heart and I wish you'd just die. I never want to see you again." I knew he was drunk but really?
"And what did I do? Did I drug you? Did I almost rape you? Did I take you away from your family? Did I break your goddamn heart, Vic? Really?" With all my strength I hold back my tears and a voice break.
"Go fuck yourself." He flipped me off while walking back to the group of his friends. What even are his mood swings. I'm so confused.
"Why did I trust him, he's a rockstar, of course, he's like that." I wipe my tears that weren't really there, in the end, my vision was still blurry.
"Hey, hey," that voice. That voice of comfort. "Who hurt my Lil gummy bear?" the couch sunk as I was picked up and placed on his lap again.
I couldn't help but smile and wrap my hands tight around him. "Kellin, I fucked up again," resting my forehead on his shoulder I sigh as he placed his cup next to him and wraps his arms around me.
"Why? Is it about Victor?" I nod. A sigh escaped him again "Look, he can be like that, just don't take him to mind. I mean you have so many great people around you," he leaned in and whispers, "including me," he chuckled. "But for real why are you focusing on that one bad person?"
He was right but I got attached to Victor too fast. I look into his gorgeous eyes and smile as a thank you "So chin up my Lil gummie," he giggled and booped my nose.
"Thank you so much" I tighten my hands around him as tight as I can. "Anytime." Kellin rested his chin on the top of my head.
