Chasing Her Since 15

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Peacefulness is all over the place.In front of me is a fountain,with a crystal clear water.Pero mas napaganda ang tanawin ko 'nong humarap ako sa mala-anghel kong katabi.

She have an almond-shaped eyes,a pointed nose,a pinkish lips na mukhang parating kinakagat and a very petite body.

She's wearing a dirty white dress,with a two big hair clips on her hair.I hate girly girls yet she's my crush.

"Natulala ka na naman.Isa nalang,masasabi ko na talagang nagagandahan ka sa'kin" sabi niya sabay sundot sa aking tagiliran.I chuckled because of her being a straight forward.Kung ibang babae lang siguro ito,they'll just gonna blush and shut their mouths.

"Maganda ka sana,pero isang malakas na hangin lang baka malipad ka" patungo sa'kin.I watched her small fist hit my arm.It didn't even make me flinch a muscle!

"Umamin ka na din" then she laughed.I just stared at her.Oh,how I love this girl.

"Mga bata,hali na kayo't kakain na tayo!" a nun called us as she motioned her hand.

"Halika na" she said while rubbing her tiny tummy.

Sabay kaming pumasok sa loob.The bahay-amponan were painted white and green,it looks like a hospital because of it cleanliness.The only brown or what we called 'moreno' here is the children, even Kaka, but except me because I have a fair skin which I inherit from my mom according to the sisters.

"Bata ka pa 'nong iniwan ka ng mama mo sa'min.Iniwan daw kasi kayo ng daddy mo and she can't raise you alone" sister Edelyn told me when I asked her.Sister Edelyn is like a grandma to me.Her hair is already all white at baluktot na rin kung maglakad,and she always forget to wear slippers.She always make me feel the mother's love that I never felt sa totoo kong ina.For me she's one of the best nun in the world,seriously.

"Maganda ang mommy mo.Pero ang kaputian lang ang namana mo sa kanya" patuloy niya while staring at me intently.

And now I'm already 15 years old yet I'm still hoping na balikan niya ako,pero di ako sigurado kung kaya ko bang iwan si Kaka.Siguro pag mangyari 'yun bibisitahin ko nalang siya dito araw-araw.Wala na naman ding kukuha sa kanya dahil her parents died because of a fire accident,si Kaka lang daw ang nakaligtas.

Humalukipkip ako sa isang gilid habang pinapanuod si Kaka.

I so love the way how she move her arms,how she move her mouth if she'll saw a dirt.I love everything about her.Shit.Hanulog na talaga ako.

Some people might say that I'm just a teenager to already feel this feeling at wala akong pake.I so don't like people who are minding the business of others,like wtf man?You've your own problem why mind others,diba?

Natigil lang ang pagmamasid ko ng may tatlong babaeng nagtutulakan sa aking harapan.Nakakainis.

"Hi Kyzene" the girl with a pink dress greeted me.Bakit pag sa ibang girly naiinis ako pero pagdating kay Kaka halos sambahin ko na?I let out a small smile because of my thought.

Nakita kong kinurot ng isa ang kanyang katabi and her cheeks became as red as a tomato.

Ayaw na ayaw ko pa namang may mga babaeng umaaligid sa akin,they are so clingy!And of course except Kaka,mahal ko kaya 'yun.

Napangiwi ako dahil sa aking iniisip,I'm so corny.Ganito ba talaga pag-inlove?

"Hi" maikli kong sabi.Sana makita man lang nila ang aking pagka- inis.

"Pwede ka ba bukas?Yayayain sana kitang pumunta sa fiesta sa kabilang baranggay,at 'wag kang mag-alala nagpaalam na 'ko kay sister Adelfa" she looked so hopeful.