Got to spread your wings and fly

Chapter six - Anything left to say?

After being dragged out of the hospital by security I got the bus back home and instantly began making a memory wall of me and Fifi! When I say home I mean home, as in my mum's house....But I will do exactly the same when I get back to the dorms......

Yes that's right, my terminally ill BEST friend just got my thrown out of the hospital to make sure I didn't think of sneaking back in, what do I even think about this situation, embarrassed from being thrown out of a hospital, or completely devastated from not knowing whether I will see her again...

**Ring Ring** 

Seriously, no one ever calls me and when I can't really answer the phone I actually get a call. "Hello?" I answered...

 The line has just gone silent for like 30 seconds,

"Jess, It's Fifi..... I don't know how to put this... But.... E-ermm well I-I don't really know i-i-f I am going to last until the morning.... But emm please please please dance your best for the performance, for me... I love you so much Jessica Davidson and don't you ever forget it or think otherwise, we-we are practically sisters a-and ermm well you have been the most amazing best-friend in like the entire book of know history..... Please fulfil your dream, get into dance school, have the perfect wedding... do everything you ever dreamed and remember nothing is holding you back, you only need to rely on yourself now.... And just to let you know... I-I-I recorded this message for you so it can give you some inspiration in life....." She spoke I noticed that she was holding back all her tears and emotions.

This must all be so scary for her and to be honest I don't want to dance for a while, I want to be beside my best friend, I will never know anyone as inspirational, brave, beautiful, funny etc... as much as she was...

"Fifi.... Y-You are the most I-Inspirational and bravest person I know, so l-loyal too.... even though you can be a selfish cow, I love you so much too and I am not going to say good bye to you, I am only saying see you soon." I cried down the phone but still smiled when calling her selfish haha...

"I will fulfil my dreams just for you, and I will also fulfil yours as much as possible. Felicity Reynolds you will hold on in there until after the performance or i'm gonna kick your ass" I added.... I hope no one ever has to feel what I am feeling now, not even my most hated enemy....I wouldn't even wish this upon Arabella.

No body should lose their best friend, I mean it is hard enough losing a parent but having your best friend leave you as well makes you feel so much more alone, we were practically joined at the hip and had no secrets between one another, well that's a lie actually Fifi clearly had one secret from me...