Chapter 36

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2 weeks later
Its been two weeks joes been avoiding me and i dont know why he acts like he doesnt wanna have anything to do with me which hurt i know i caused it i just dont know how we are back on the tour buses and alyrics with my mom joes just a couple of bunks down
Brie:You cant stay upset faith
Me:Yes i can
Brie:go to his bunk to talk to him
I got up walking to joes bunk to see him shirtless
Me:umm joe
He looked up from his phone at me
Joe:Yea
Me:sooo you know the party kurts throwing tonight right?
Joe:Mhm
Me:I was wondering if you wanted to be my date
Joe:no
Me:no?
Joe:i have a date already
Then he shut his door in my face i knocked again he opened it peeking out at me
Me:Can i talk to you?
Joe:talk
I clenched my fists
Joe:i dont have time for this i gotta get to the fucking barber shop
Joe went shut his door i stop it with my shoe he reopened it glaring at me
Me:You've been hella fucking rude to me lately and i dont fucking like that now open this fucking door and your gonna make time to fucking talk to me!!!
Joe:If it doe-
Me:Whether it has anything to do with our fucking daughter or not your gonna fucking make time now open the doo-
Then joe pulled me in shutting the door glaring at me
Me:Now what the hell has been wrong with you!!!
Joe:Whats been wrong with me?!?!?really?!?!
Me:Yes you've been acting like a complete dick and i wanna know why!!!!!NOW FUCKING TELL ME!!!!!
Joe:If you dont lower your fucking voice
Me:What are you gonna do not shit!!!!!Youve been nothing but rude to me and all i have been trying to do is fucking move past what went on!!!!
Joe:So now you wanna move past that but when i wanted to we couldn't shit doesnt always go your fucking way faith!!!!When you refused to fix what we had i said fuck it and moved on!!!I can't stay hooked on you forever i wanted to fix this for our child you refused so to hell with you!!!i didnt even fucking know i had child until two weeks ago anyways!!!!
Me:Why cant you let that fucking go
Joe:not letting something go doesnt that sound familiar faith theres no telling what else you had hid from me when you ran off trying to make me look like a horrible ass person i was even willing to past the fact that you were banging nick while i was locked up!!!!
My eyes widened
Joe:Yea i know about that but i moved past it cause i loved you but one small slip up with me everythings over you didnt love me enough to talk about it fix it nothing you run off with my child for a whole year but you know what fuck it im not gonna have feelings for you forever whether its with or without you im still gonna stand tall so im done i wish you the best
Joe grabbed his wallet walking to the door i grabbed his arm
Me:joe wait
Joe snatched his arm opening the door
Me:Joe stop
I pulled his arm pulling him back in shutting the door
Me:Im sorry
I teared up
Me:i did wanna fix this but i didnt know you were gonna cheat.on me again or not Joe
Joe:You know the first time was a fucking accident why would i go and do it again i fucking love you
I started crying and joe pull me into his arms
Me:I love you more joe
Joe:Im sorry
He kissed my forehead not letting me go until i stopped crying
Joe:I dont care how long it takes im gonna gain your trust back okay baby
Me:Okay
Joe wiped my tears
Joe:Look at me
I looked up at him
Joe:I love you to death baby and i will never slip up like that again okay
I nodded
Joe:You wanna give me a kiss
I bit my lip smiling joe grabbed my waist kissing me passionately i moaned kissing back wrapping my arms around his neck he lifted me up i ran my fingers threw his hair then he pulled away i pulled him back deepening he moaned and pulled away i groaned
Joe:i really gotta get to the barbershop for my shape up babe
Joe put me down and grabbed his shoes i smirked backing up a bit aiming and i used all my force tackling him onto the bed catching him completely off guard he chuckled while we kissed he quickly flipped us over deepening the kiss then he moved to my neck making a moan escape my lips
Joe:you gone let me get my shape up now?
Me:no
Joe:Why not
Me:i'll miss you
Joe:im coming right back babe come on i gotta get ready for tonight
I groaned
Me:ok ok
I fake pouted while Joe slipped on his shoes grabbing his wallet walking to the door and looking back at me
Joe:Come on cry baby
I smiled getting up me and joe walked off the bus
Me:So who's your date to the party
Joe:you
Me:Before it was me
Joe:oh i just said that to make you mad
Me:Asshole
Joe:But im your Asshole
Me:you better be
Joe chuckled
Joe:i love you so much baby
Me:i love you too baby
Joe:and i would do anything for you
Me:ok tell me my hairs better than yours
Joe:i would do almost anything for you
I giggled
Me:I fucking hate your ass
Joe:I know
Then joe pecked my lips

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