Till we meet again {CoAi}

Till we meet again

Disclaimer: all the rights belong to their respectful owners. Gosho Aoyama owns Detective Conan and the song "Moon and sunrise" belongs to BoA [the song is actually in Japanese (or at least I think so) and I used the translated version of it. I would really love to give credits to whoever published the translated version, but I can't find them anymore]

The part in cursive will be the song, the normal part will be the "story"

The blue changeless sky is always a mystery

Just like the ones you were so keen on and loved solving.

And all of my loneliness and sadness is hidden inside

Luckily for me I am used to wearing masks, so no one will ever know what's going on inside my head.

When I pass it again, I'll be the same

Or at least I'm trying to convince myself that thinking about what has happened will not bring me down.

One day these memories will be engraved in my heart

Oh, trust me. They already are and will never fade away. These memories are what make me go on, so thank you.

Even when your gentle smiling face brings laughter to us

Or should I say brought? Well, your stupid face sure did make me laugh, although I didn't show it.

Now our beautiful days are about to end

Unfortunately, my dear, they are already over, but when I look back at them, I smile.

Abrupt winds are blowing in the streets where many people begin to overflow

My hair floats freely as I get closer and closer to where you are. Thankfully those passing by are all too busy to notice me and my sadness.

Your voice is more distant and fading now

Yet, I can still hear it and will never forget its nice sound.

The sky is different just like your now distant heart

A lot has changed since then. It probably is just me but as soon as you were gone the sky turned grayer.

Only tears are by my side

I try hard to fight them back. I don't want anyone to see me in my weakest state. Not even you.

So I can't forget you

Well, how could I? After all we've been through, after all our ups and downs. Only a mad person would forget.

The white clouds are always moody like you and the time

You used to go from smiling to being sad in the blink of an eye, mostly because of her.

The warmth and pleasure will eventually change

They have changed already. I can't feel them anymore. I can't feel your arms hugging me anymore and it hurts.

Those days when we watched movies were altered in revival

And those days, like every other, would always end up with a murder. Thanks to you being a death magnet.

The young boys who watched us wouldn't understand now

Of course they wouldn't. They never knew our real stories. For them you just had to go back to America.

I wonder, how many memories can human beings create?

I asked you once and you said 'probably infinite, but only a few will last long'

But I can say this, I'm glad I met you, really

Even though at first you hated me, we eventually grew closer and closer. You were, and still are, one of the most important people in my life.

The moonlight shines and the sun becomes a glittering daylight

The days go by, but I still come to visit you.

That is how I'm forgetting...

You told me not to run away from my fate and I didn't, but there are certain memories that I'd rather not keep.

Even if it was a lie, it was beautiful when you smiled

I'll probably never know the truth but I'd like to think you always meant it when you smiled at me. Those smiles of yours always improved my day.

Only my tears are really showing

As I come closer to where you are, some start to roll down my cheeks.

I'll smile when we meet again

But for now I'll just have to be content with the photos I have of you and me, together.

Abrupt winds are blowing in the streets where many people begin to overflow

Apparently there was a funeral. I can see lots of men and women saying farewell to a coffin.

Your voice is more distant and fading now

You are telling me to come closer to you but to not be sad.

The moonlight shines and the sun becomes a glittering daylight

As I reach for your photo and kiss it, it seems like it was yesterday but in reality it's been a month already.

That's how I'm forgetting

I'll admit it. I am trying to forget only your last minute in this world. I can't stand seeing your face covered in blood and your painful expression.

Even if it was a lie, it was beautiful when you smiled

As I take another look at your photo I convince myself even more that your smiles weren't a lie.

Only my tears are really showing

I'm sorry. I can't hold them anymore.

I'll smile when we meet again

'One day we'll meet again, I'm sure'. That's what you told me before passing away in my arms. For now I just smile at your grave but I'm sure that, wherever you are, you are smiling back.

'I'll see you tomorrow, Kudo-kun'

A/N: In case you're wondering, yes. I am the same person who published this songfic on Fanfiction.net, I just used another name. Anyways, I hope you liked what you read. 

Until next time,

Frank