I'm losing this battle in every way
Its getting harder day by day
The love I once thought would never die
Is now slowly passing by
Peoples lives are never as they seem
Most people are lost in a dream
I try not to give up as life goes by
But its hard and I ask why
My prayers are always left unsaid
My blade sleeps next to my bed
Im lost with no direction
I just cant pay attention
Myself me and I
Many people want to die
I think my life is coming to an end
But people say theres a light around the bend
Im an artist every night
In my bathroom out of sight
They say everything comes at a cost
But why such a cost if everyone's just lost?
My wrists contain my weeping scars
Soon I'll be with the stars
Ill shine so bright
Everyone will know my fight
The hardest battle with the sharpest blade
Is one that will never fade
But I'll never admit defeat
I'll fight on
I'll show them I'm strong
Yet I'm losing this battle in every way
But someday I'll be happy
Just not today
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A/N:
Hey guys, I would just like to say that if any of you need help or just someone to talk to I'm here for you. Even though I don't personally know you, I'd love to and i'd like to help you. You all are strong beautiful people and i'd like you to stay on this earth with all the beautiful things that come with it. It may be hard now, but someday everything's going to be okay. Stay strong loves. <3
~Marshmallowthunder