Daily Writing

A Paragraph About Myself

      My name is Elijah Kay Elizabeth Dudley and if you know me you know I'm indecisive. I suffer from anxiety and occasional disocosiation but that doesn't affect me much. I'm a transgender man still early in my transition, but slowly finding myself. I'm bisexual, and attracted to all genders. I have a two divorced parents and a great step-mom. I love my little brother and little sister to death.

      I love the smell of new books and the sound rain makes when it falls on your roof. I sleep naked or in a huge sweatshirt, and always find myself cute. I read way to often nocking out at least one book a week without trying.

   I love to dance even it I'm not very good at it. I like hip-hop the most, but don't quite have the body for it. I did ballet and gymnastics when I was little and hated most of it.   

I rarely fall asleep before midnight and because of this enjoy caffeine a lot. When I wake up in the morning the first thing I think is normally why am I here what am I doing. I have mild insomnia but work through it. My favorite way to fall asleep is perfecting a plan for the morning, and going over it hundreds of times in my head.

     I have an imaginary me living in my head. He lives my best life and when I'm spacing out half the time it's about him. He lives in a sunny place with a lot of friends and knows what he wants. I wish I was like him.

~ Day 1. Only 41 minutes late. I wrote this in bed.