Safe place *Sweetpea*

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Some people might be triggered by this chapter but if your a a real one and don't want to miss out.  Read all but the  first  paragraph type thing if you get triggered easily by mentions of suicidle  actions

The old and new scars that have happened up and down my arm for 7 years now  news scars would come almost every month I would think I had broke the habit but then it would come back  the hate. I have for myself  . I cut.  

"Why ?" Was all Toni could ask  but I couldn't answer I was mentally and physically tired  " I don't wana  talk about it"  I tell them being like  a stubborn  child   "Come on. Please Celia   Were your friends ." Toni  tells me  "Celia  talk " sweet pea yelled sorta "  let me go let me go!"  I yelled kicking a screaming like a kid  " just let her go will get answers when she's not tired " Toni told sweet pea   Before he let me go. After that I hoped on the couch and Laid down. Slowly drifting to sleep 

Sweetpeas Pov ~

After the hell with Celia. She got on the couch and fell asleep  once she was asleep I picked her up. And moved her to. My bed I'll sleep on the couch  as soon as I got to the  door I hear "  don't leave me  I'm scared..." Her tired scratchy voice said out " no I'll sleep on the couch your safe " I insured the girl " but but I'm scared. And I don't want to sleep alone" she complained " fine " I said crawling in the bed next to the girl before feeling the small fragile broken girls body right next to mine by now I could tell I was her security blanket . I kissed her forehead before wrapping an arm around the girl trying to get to sleep but. Not being able to I felt like I needed to protect her . It didn't take long for me to end up falling. Asleep. In to a deep sleep

Celia's Pov  ~

I wake up and notice  some one else is in the bed  wait did we  no because  oml I can remember shit  . I wiggle out of sweet peas arms " no Celia  it's not time to get up " sweet pea groans. " well I'm late for school dumb ass " I yell at him " fine fine I'm getting up " he groans Quickly I get up and get dressed in one of sweet peas  Metallica tees , a pair of skinny jeans  and sweet peas  black and gray flannels.    Be for coming  out of the room  " let's go loser. If I'm any later I'll be in trouble ". I tell him.

After  sweet pea dropped me off at school  I walk in and get a note say hey I just got here I have an excuse of why I'm late .  And walk to second period   One of the classes I have with jug  & Betty   . Woo hoo I have math .  I walk in to the class " your late miss lodge " my teacher mr sunken says " I wave the colorful note in the air  letting him know I just got here .  I walk to my seat in the back  next to jughead best part is the teacher can't hear us talk back here   " hey .  What happened ! You look like you got jumped " He looked concerned " I'll explain at lunch " I tell him and he nods after that I go to third period that was uneventful. And then lunch. "So what happened " jug questions. The whole crew is here except Veronica " arch where Veronica " I question taking a bite out of my burger " she's out looking for you the whole town is. But why are they looking for you" Archie asked " I ran away because look at me my face my body and my life. Is all messed up crazy because of Those people I keep calling my family thinking it would get better trying to believe  it would get better but it didn't. I was a mistake and my family keeps reminding me that by everything they have . Done to me the abuse physically and mentally. I'm living on the south side don't come looking for me " at this point I'm crying as I get up and walk out side calling Toni. Not wanting to talk to sweet pea " Toni I'm ready to talk about you know what and I can you pick me up " I ask threw the phone. Getting a response of yeah sure I won't tell sweet pea knowing he would freak " thank you Toni ". I say as we end the call I slide down the school wall and just cry

After a while I'm at Toni's apartment. Telling her everything about my life my story the cutting   The abuse  the rape " in fucked up crazy Toni and no one cares" I tell her crying "Why don't we go to the wyte wyme & have some fun "
Toni suggest " or we could go to the last viewing at the twilight drive in " Toni says. " let's go to the drive in " I said to her before getting a text from sweet pea.

Hey where are you. I'm
Outside your school
Waiting for you

I'm with Toni. I left early
I couldn't deal with people
Any longer

And with that Sweet pea was over here in 5 minutes " you coming to the Drive in with us " I ask sweet pea " uh yeah sure " We sat around and talked till 8 and then we headed to the drive in where I would be pulled apart from Toni and sweet pea. And taken home where hell would break threw into the real world .....

A/N : I'm giving the drive in its own chapter do to it bringing this chapter to be 50000000900 words