CHAPTER ONE

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(Y/N's POV)

I've never really considered myself talented. I get straight A's in school with the occasional A*. I like singing, dancing, rapping and playing the piano. I have lots of "friends"- boys and girls. But I don't feel happy. I know I should do as there is nothing wrong with my life, but at times when I feel I should smile. I can't.

I went to the doctors about it because I didn't think it was normal.

I got diagnosed with Seasonal Affective Disorder. Also known as Seasonal Depression or just: S.A.D

I didn't think much of it at the time, although it suddenly made sense to me why I always feel much happier when the sun is shining.

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It was the middle of December when my parents told me I'd be moving to South Korea. My family is fairly wealthy, they are all lawyers- my grandfather, my grandmother, my mother, my father, my cousin and my older brother.

They expect that of me as well but it doesn't feel right to me.

I don't know what I want to be yet, but it's certainly not a lawyer.

Anyway, I'm sitting in the airport now. It's the 28th of March. Apparently this is a good experience for me and will help me feel better.

Ugh, everyone assumes I'll snap out of it. Like it's just a phase. But I don't know if I'll ever feel better.

I guess we'll see.

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