Alpha and The Bitch

Chapter 10

"Agatha"

Punong-puno na ako ng tanong. This is crazy.

Ngayon na nagsisink-in ang lahat. This is fucking crazy! Mga werewolves! Vampires! Mate and connections! That girl! This... this... freaking feelings! It's getting crazier.

"Cass, ilang araw ka nang nagkukulong." Boses iyon ni Isabel.

Medyo sumakit pa ang mata ko nang bumukas ang pinto at pumasok ang liwanag. Ngumiti na lang ako at binuksan ang ilaw.

"May ginagawa lang," I replied.

"Research? Cass, sem-break is to get rest and enjoy. Kaya get the hell out of here. Magshopping ka, mamasyal or whatsoever. I'll be in the library."

Tumango lang ako at hinintay siyang makalabas.

"Not school research tho," I mumbled as soon as she left the room.

Muli kong inabala ang sarili sa pagsearch sa internet kung posible ngang mangyari ang magkaroon ng dalawang mate ang isang werewolf. And no... Hindi ito posible. Iisa lang ang mate nila. Hindi maaari na maging dalawa pero hindi rin nagkakamali ang instinct nila. The only reasonable thought I can conclude is that, the human instinct of Vander is working.

I looked like Agatha. Kapareho kami ng mata, malaki ang hawig namin marahil iyon ang dahilan kung bakit naguguluhan siya sa nararamdaman.

"Kaya ba...sobra ka makatingin noon'g una tayong magkita pagdating ko sa bayan? Kaya ba niligtas mo ako noon sa gubat? Kaya ba...lagi kang lumalapit pero lumalayo din?" I whispered to myself.

It all make sense now. It all make sense now that what I'm feeling will never be returned to me equally because Vander's mate is Agatha, and he still loves her. At ang walanghiya, nakikita niya sa akin ang...

Ang mate niyang patay na.

Mabilis na nagsipatakan ang mga luha ko. The crucifying pain became more painful each time.

[Vander Tyler Laurent]

I pound my chest harder.

"Ahh!" I screamed. Pinag susuntok ko ang pader, sinira ang mga gamit at bagay na mahagilap ng kamay ko.

It's...painful!

"Fuck! Stop!" Sinuntok ko ang pader at nag bagsakan ang mga bahagi nito.

"I...I can't... I can't breath!" I screamed once again.

"Please, stop him! Stop him, Kuya Vince! Draco!" Naririnig ko sila sa 'king isip.

They can't get in, I ordered them not to enter. I might hurt them.

Paulit-ulit akong humihiyaw sa sobrang sakit na aking nararamdaman. I scratch my chest. Nagkasugat iyon at dumaloy ang dugo.

"He's hurting himself! Where's that bloodsucker?! Nang may silbi siya!"

"Shut up, Salva! You're not helping!"

I feel like every fiber of my being is burning, and it should stop.

"Nangyayari lang naman 'yan because he's hurting, Ate Cassandra! He's resisting too bad! At 'pag naputol na ang connection nang tuluyan, ano?! Tulad noong namatay si Ate Agatha na mawawala siya sa sarili? Have you forgotten? Isang taon siyang nasa lobo na katauhan because of losing control! It should be undone! Get the hell inside!"

I can hear them clearly but my thoughts unwired. I can't think straight. I want...I want to strangle something.

Kill.

"Bring me an animal to kill!" sigaw ko saka pinagsusuntok ang pader. "Kill... I need to kill!"

"Shall I bring a blood sucker?"