Kinda sad poems I really like/wrote and wanted to share with the wonderful world of Wattpad. ~Atsu
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We're all in the same game, just different levels. Same hell, different devils.
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I'm Me
I'm not my looks or the expressions I make,
I'm not my wide smile because that's fake.
I'm the person you don't notice and can't see.
I'm the person you once asked me not to be.
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Maybe I hope too much.
Maybe I dream too much.
But at least, I won't give up, until I've tried, and I won't regret anything.
'Cause even if I don't get what I want in the end,
I"ll remind myself I fought for what I knew was right.
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I'm so tired of being everyone's buddy and wonderwall,
Now it's my turn to ask for someone to catch me when I fall.
I'm used to people calling me weird, stupid, and strange,
but they don't know that, sometimes, I cry myself to sleep, hoping for a change.
It all comes down to me in the end,
I'm the one to blame.
I still remember that day..
When I realized nothing would change.
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((And my personal favorite poem of this selection.))
Already Dead.
The meaning of it all,
to which my mind attends,
Has not one answer that I fully comprehend.
The bottom of my mind
holds the answers which I call.
I keep reaching towards it
In this never-ending fall.
"Stay strong and keep going,
it's never too late.."
No one seems to realize that it's not worth the wait.
There's no such thing as help outside of your mind,
It's you against yourself,
with your demons intertwined.
It's a battle, hard fought,
but never to be won...
Either way you end up losing,
When it's all said and done.
"too late.." Came and passed.
and, of me, nothing more.
I wrote my own ending, and shut my own door.
"Live your life to it's fullest." that's what they all said.
But what's the point in trying,
if your already dead?
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There you go. I hope you found as much inspiration in these poems as I did. Thanks for reading.
Xox
~Atsu
