Show Me Different

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Nylani POV

"Daddy Please Stop Your Hurting Me", I Said As He Was Striking Me Across The Face With His Fist. I Tried To Fight Back But It Was No Use.

"No Stupid Bitch. You Not Giving Me What I Want" He Said. My Vision Started To Get Blurry And I Felt Myself Losing Conscience.

"Okay Okay I Will Give You What You Want Just Please Stop" I Said Feeling My Eyes Get Heavy And My Left One Swell Up . After I Said That He Rammed Hisself Inside Of Me.

While He Was Stroking In And Out Of Me I Winced And Cried Out In Pain. Usually During This Part I Wish Somebody Can Come And Save Me But I Know That Nobody Cares And I Don't Mean Shit To The People That Are Supposed To Ride For Me And Support Me Through Anything. For Five Years The Same Thing Happens To Me . You Would Think I Would Be Used To This But The Thought Of My Own Father, The Only For Is Supposed To Protect Me And Guide Me Through Life Is The One That's Hurting Me The Most. I Felt Him Stop Moving And Get Up That's When I Snapped Out Of My Thoughts. He Started Kicking Me

"You Better Stop Putting Up Fights And Give Me What I Want" He Said. I Just Set There And Cried I Feeling Unwanted Thinking Why Me I Didn't Do Anything To Anybody. After He Stopped Kicking Me He Left The House Leaving Me On My Bedroom Floor And At Home By Myself.

About An Hour Later I Used The Little Strength I Can Gather Up To Go To The Bathroom I Started Running Me A Bath As The Water Filled The Tub I Was Thinking About How Shitty My Life Is . I Turned The Water Off And Got In The Tub After Locking The Bathroom Door . I Sat There And Let My Body Relax From All The Pain And Suffering. Until I Started Dozing Off. About Hour Later I Woke Realizing That I Was Still In The Tub I Washed My Body 5 Times Then Got Out. I Grabbed My Towel And Put It Around Me While Looking For My Toothbrush. I Spotted My Toothbrush And Started To Brush My Teeth After I Was Finished I Washed My Face When I Was Done I Looked Out The Bathroom Door Nothing Seeing Anybody So I Quickly Ran Into My Room.

After Getting Dressed In Some Pajamas I Went And Laid Down In My Bed Letting Sleep Take Over Me Since I Had School The Next Morning

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The Next Morning

My Alarm Starts To Go Off Causing Me To Wake Up. I Really I Didn't Have To Go To School This Morning But I Wanna Get The Fuck Up Out This House So I Do What I Gotta Do. I'm In 11th Grade So I Only Have 1 More Year Left.

      I Got Out Of My Bed And Walked Into The Bathroom To Relieve Myself And Take Care Of My Hygiene. After 15 Minutes In The Shower Once I Was Done  I Got Out Wrapping The Towel Around My Body Walking Towards The Sink To Start Brushing My Teeth. After I Brushed My Teeth I Washed My Face Being Careful Not To Scrub Hard On The Bruises. I Put A Little Makeup On So Nobody Will Notice Them . I Put My Hair That Flows Down My Back In a Curly Bun. I Ran Across The Hall To My Room . I Put On My Lace Panties And Bra To Match. I Put Lotion On My Body To Smell Good And Keep My Skin Moisturized. I Then Walked To My Closet And Pulled Out A Pair Of Light Ripped Jeans And My Hennything Crop Top Sweater. I Put On My Black Jays. I Sprayed Some Perfume On Me Then Hurried Out Of The House Before My Parents Woke Up.

      As I Walking Down The Stairs My Dumbass Almost Fell Trynna Rush But I Wasnt Tripping. I Finally Made It Out Of The House And Began My 20 Minute Walk To School.

     I Finally Made It To School. "Ny....Ny.." I Turned Around Seeing It Was My Bestfrann Kehlani. Me And Kehlani Known Each Other For 5 Years. She Knows About The Situation But There's Not Really Much She Can Do. She Tried To Help But It Only Made Things Worse On My End If You Know What I'm Saying.

     "Oh Hey Lani...Sorry Girl I Didn't Hear You" I Told Her

      "Well I Figured That Cause Bitch I Was Sure About To Cuss You Tf Out" She Said While Laughing. I Laughed To Because This Girl Was Crazy  But I Love Her So No Complaints.

     As We Was Walking In The Hallways Of The School People Were Saying Hi To Us And We Waved Back . We Finally Made It To Our Lockers Which Was Right Next To Each Other. We Opened Our Lockers At The Same Time But She Took Out Her Chemistry Book While I Took Out My English Book. We Have All The Same Classes Except For 1st And 2nd. The Bell Rang And We Said Our Goodbyes And Went Separate Ways .

       I Made It To Class Hoping That Time Will Fly In This Period Because This Class Boring As Fuck Tbh.

       "Nylani Can You Go To The Office And Pick Up A Package For Me" MsWilliams My English Teacher. I Told Her Yes Just So I Can Out Of Class For A While Because The Office Is Slow.

       I Walked Into The Office And Asked The Lady For The Package And She Told Me To Give Her 5 Minutes So I Went To Sit In A Chair Since My Body Is Still Kind Of Sore.

After About 5 Minutes Of Waiting She Finally Gave Me The Package.

As I'm Walking Down The Halls Minding My Own Business I Walked Past The Bathroom And Overheard Tiffany And Yonna Talking About Me.

"That Bitch Nylani So Ugly. She Betta Keep Her Distance. I Really Hate That Bitch" Yonna Said. I Honestly Didn't Know What Her Problem Was With Me But I Wasn't Trying To Find Out Either. I Rolled My Eyes And Continued Walking Back To My Class. Praying That The Day Will Go By Fast So I Can Get The Hell Out Of Here.