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Ryder's Diary.

Wednesday, Feb. 21, 2018

Dear Diary,

School went well today, nothing toointeresting happened. After school, Faith invited Luna and I to theRomance Festival in San Myshuno. Oh, and she also brought a friendwith her. His name is Jake and i don't really know why, but I can'tget him off my mind.

Diary, did I become crazy ?When I saw him for the first time, I  couldn't even introduce myselfproperly to hiù and at the end Faith did it for me. I don't what's wrong with me...Around 9PM we went to Faith apartment because of her curfew. I justdirectly went to bathroom to fresh myself up. When I came back, theywere chatting on the couch and the only place left was right next to Jake! I don't know why, but I was quite embarrassed sitting right next to him. He has like an aura, it's just... A little bit later on, we decided to do a little bit of homework and he is more than smart I must say. Everything I couldn't understand seemed so easy with him. 

Why do I feel weird all the sudden? I never feel like that before. I hope I didn't catch a cold. I don't want to ruin my friendship with Jake. He is pretty cool.  

Friday, Feb. 23, 2018

Dear Diary,

Our physics teacher gave us a school project today, so we decided to do it at Faith's. I was a little bit late because Frankie got sick. When I entered her apartment, I just couldn't prevent myself from taking a sneaky picture. Jake was right there, looking so concentrated and handsome working on the project that I just needed to do it. I feel so embarrassed. I'm not a pervert right? It's just a picture. It won't hurt anyone. Also about that handsome thing, yeah. I mean, he is... Anyway. It was getting late, so Aunt Emily asks us to stay for the dinner, and Jake was eating right in front of me. If only you could have seen his gorgeous brown eyes behind his glasses! It was just like they were glowing! I could stare at them for hours... Enough Jake talks...

But did you know that he is also good with animals? It was just like Cali was attracted by him! And I can kind of see why... I mean, no. Ahh. I'm kinda worried about Luna... She doesn't seem to get along well with the rest of the group. Not that she doesn't like them, but I don't know... Faith seems to have a good relationship with Jake too. A little too good... I hope there is nothing between those two.

What am I even saying ? It's been a rough day, I should probably go to sleep.

Wednesday, Mar. 7, 2018

Dear Diary,

It's been a while since I wrote you something. I'm sorry. It's just been weird nowadays. Not weird in a bad way, but... I don't know, my body just feels different... Nothing changed though.... Anyway, we played basketball today after school with all the group and something terrible happened. Jake took off his glasses. Oh my god, I thought I was going to die. Just imagine Jake without glasses, exposing his beautiful brown orbs to the world! I don't like it. Plus his shirt was way too tight. Not that I'm complaining, but everyone could see him... We got the chance to talk when Faith and Luna went to the bathroom. He is so nice to me. He always cares about my cats and always ask how my studies are going. We've become pretty good friends. I like it. 

Thurday, Mar. 8, 2018

Dear Diary,

A lot of stuff happened today. I don't know how to tell you that, but Faith told me that she has a crush on Jaime Street! The well known Playboy! I'm so worried... He will obviously hurt her at some point. Faith never had a crush on anybody before, so I'm kind of scared that she takes that Jaime a little bit too seriously. So I decide to do something about it. I asked Luna and Jake to come over to talk about that issue. We are her friends so we should be concerned about it. After some talks, we decided to tell her all the truth about Jaime Street, so she could at least take her distance with that Playboy. Our talk lasted more than weexpected and I don't know how... But I gathered all my power to askJake to sleep over... And he said YES ! I couldn't be happier.We played videogames all night, we talked, we even played with thecats ! It was wonderful... Jake is now sleeping... InUNDERWEAR !I know I look like a young girl, but his body is nothing like mine! He is smart and handsome and caring and wonderful and... Let's stop here for today I really need to sleep.

Friday, Mar. 10, 2018

Dear Diary,

The plan went well. I hope Faith will understand that Jaime Street isn't the best guy for her. Oh, and Jake was wearing a black suit and he loo... nevermind.

Anyway, we had a few drinks and the conversation was very playful. I hope he didn't think I was an idiot laughing to his joke hysterically... So much embarrassment today... Now that I'm thinking, Jake changed something in me. I don't know what or how, so I hope I'll figure it out during the night.

Saturday, Mar. 9, 2018

Dear Diary,

I think I have a crush on Jake.

I was texting Jake like usual and at some point he asked me if I wanted to head out and grab a drink at the Lounge. Once there, I was alone, so I thought he made fun of me, but he was just late. I kind of panicked, but seeing him all sweaty and sorry was really cute. And then everything went so fast... Our little head outturns into a really flirty date. No. It was not a date. Just two friends together, sharing drinks. I guess a lot of drinks since at some point he literally hugged me. At that time my heart couldn't stop beating like crazy and my stomach was full of butterfly, it felt soweird. That's when I noticed that maybe my heart likes Jake. It's the first time that I ever felt that and it felt wonderful. Jake is amazing, but I know it's going to be complicated... I mean we are both boys and I'm not marvelous like him in any way... It just felt so nice being with him. 

Saturday, Mar. 17, 2018

Dear Diary,

Faith called me this morning. Shetold me that Jake is now her boyfriend. I am happy for her.