My thoughts and pomes (none of these are about anyone on here)

Demons

there are theses demons running amuck in my brain saying im not worth it and I fight these demons so hard but nothing ever works. They keep coming back no matter how hard I fight them.some come back stronger and more powerful than others bringing back memories of the past and entering the visions in tbe present with these memories now in my head I can't sleep and now straddling my head between my arms with elbows touching, as tears stream down my already damp face. The voices start to get louder and my screams and cries for help get softer, As I scream and the voices become louder then are telling me to go back to my old ways and see the blood my mother has given me. It's a mad battle between my screaming and crying and and the demons that now have left me scarred for the rest of the night until the next day when all is washed away and begins randomly another night. I begin to wonder if I should just lose to the beasts that control my thoughts in the dark or if I should keep fighting, wondering if I'm ever going to win.