Silence:Forgotten- Adopted by Demi Lovato

Darkness

CHAPTER 1- Darkness.

Demi's POV

Darkness, you can drown in it if you're not careful.. but you can also sleep in it, live in it, and it will never leave you. It's heavy, sad, and scary. We shift thought it until we find the light but once you do, you realize.... Do I want to leave the darkness? It's not so bad here, and I don't have to deal with everything life entails. You can just... exist.

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Pain. Intense pain, like my head is about to explode into a million pieces. My eyes fluttered open, and I saw two blurry shapes in the corner. I raised my had to wipe my eyes and push myself into a sitting position.

"Mommy?" I looked up, my vision now cleat to see a small, brown haired girl sitting on the lap of... Nick Jonas? What the fuck is going on?

"Demi?" Nick was smiling at me and- is he crying?

"Nick?" He ran over and leaned in to... kiss me?! I quickly jumped away but groaned at the pain in my head. "Nick what the fuck are you doing?"

His brow furrowed, "Demi.. Do you not remember?"

I rolled my eyes and looked around, "Where am I, the hospital? What the fuck happened?" I caught sight of my hair and yelped, "Why the hell is my hair red?!"

Nick sighed and hit a button on the wall, "I'll let the doctor explain to you."

The little girl tugged on Nick's pant leg, "Dada I wanna see momma!"

I shrunk back at her words, "What is she talking about?" Nick opened his mouth, but the doctor walked in.

"Hello Demi, how are you feeling?"

I glanced at Nick, "Confused... Why am I here?"

He sighed, "It seems you have developed amnesia from the crash-"

"What crash?!"

He glanced at his clipboard, "Your car was hit head on at sixty miles per hour. Even though your seatbelt was on... you're lucky to be alive." I rubbed my face, still completely confused.

"Demi maybe I should talk to you alone?" Nick suggested, and I nodded, my eyes still on the little girl.

Once the doctor walked out, taking the hand of the girl, Nick turned to me, and sat on the edge of my bed.

"Demi what's the last thing you remember?"

My brain was still hazy and confused, "I remember... getting out of treatment..." I cut off and out my head in my hands as tears of frustration rolled down my face. "Damn it... I can't even think."

Nick took my hand, "Do you want me to tell you?" I nodded earnestly, the cloud in my mind was nearly intolerable. He took a deep breath, "The little girl that was in here is your daughter. You adopted her last April. She's five, her name is Mackenzie but everyone calls her Mac. Her father... died a few hours ago. He abused her and was in jail for killing her mother. You and Mac have a connection that i've never seen before, you're completely in love you with her. You toured for a few months, and are supposed to start again in February... And now you're here."

I rubbed my face, "But why are you here? Where do you fit in?" He smiled, small and sad.

"We're in love."

My breath hitched and I pulled away. Nick and I? In love? He's my bestfriend... Nothing more, right? and this 'daughter' of mine?

"Does she know.. Mac, that I don't remember anything?"