Just In My Heart |Justin Huang

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Seeing him in my grandma's workplace is an unbelievable moment I have, but knowing that he lives in that mansion is awkward because I didn't know he lives here. I didn't know that my grandma's master was him, the guy I always need to avoid.

I know that he's wealthy but I didn't know that he's the guy that my grandmother took care when she was younger.

Right now were too awkward, him seeing me in his house taking care of his grandpa and calling him grandpa? I don't know but maybe he thinks that I might spread rumors again that were dating but I was not the person who spread the rumor of him and I dating during his grade school year and my middle school year.

I know I do admire him since then but I'm not the type of person to do that. Spreading rumors was not my style and it will never happen. What happened was I told my best friend, I mean ex best friend, Shinyi that me and him were dating but I forgot to tell her that it was just a dream because she started screaming. The next thing I knew the whole high school department already knew about that including him and his friends.

His friends depended me from bullies but he shouted at me, and told me that he will never like me because he already given his heart to someone. Of course I was hurt because I like him, but I accepted it. After that school year he left China and his friends became my friends but then another rumors was a hot topic. According to that rumor, I, Lin Jixu is flirting with ChengCheng one of his friends. Then the next thing I knew I was flirting with all of his friends, Wenjun, Xinchun, Quanzhe, Zeren, and Zhengting. Also including Hyungseob, Seunghyuk and Euiwoong, his Korean friends whom my friends before even meeting him. It's funny because the source of that rumor was my ex best friend, Bei Shinyi. She ended our friendship because she told me that she don't want to be like me. She didn't even knew that I found out that she's the one who spreaded that rumor so that people who think bad about me.

My middle school years was never fun, bullied by students? It was not fun but atleast there was a korean girl, named Hwang Cheonsa who wanted to friend with me aside from the boys. They are the reason why I didn't gave up, they are the reason why my high school years was full of balanced memories, they are the one who saved me from bullying.

But whatever happens, I don't know why Justin is still in my heart even though he was harsh to me. Maybe I really fallen in love with Justin that even though he's doing negative things, I will still accept him whatever happens. And another whatever happens, I will never let him know that I have fallen deeper to him. I'm way out of his league and I don't want to be hurt again.