am i still in love?

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Pic above is Blake...Alex's mate

Alex P.O.V
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Blake!!please..stop" I wimper into my pillow as Blake continued to fuck me senseless.
"Oh what's wrong Mate?" I felt like crying right about now. I always had a chance to escape from him but I can't leave...idk why but I want to stay even thou the fact that he treats me like shit all the time. . . but not like how sangwoo treats Bum. . . thank god. After Blake was finished I got up and ran- crawled to the bathroom and throw up. It's been happening for the past two weeks but I try to hold it in and there have been cravings and mood swings... Like me wanting to smack the shit out of everyone.
"What's wrong?" Blake asked sounding annoyed.
"I don't feel so good."
"It'll go away soon"
"That's what you said when it started Blake"
"Fine I'll take you to the pack nurse but get dressed" he walked out of the room. He can be an asshole but I still love him.. I think...am I still in love with him? Idk and Idc.

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