Don't hurt yourself

1 year later❤️

Abbie's Pov;
So I know a year is a long jump, but my life's gotten so much better. I officially started dating Andy around 7 months ago and moved into the boys flat as I turned 18 one month ago.

( just pretend that in the last chapter her 17th birthday was in like a month, so then roughly a here maybe 13 months later 😏 she's now 18)

I was very kindly given the opportunity from Blair to join under the alpha dog management as an aspiring singer and dancer. I accepted his offer and now choreograph dancing for the boys tours and Harvey's tours or interviews on tv and I've released ep1. Which might I had was so much hard work, but it completely paid off 100%.

Now one year later I'm going on my first ever American tour and I chose the boys and Harvey to be my supporting acts.

We're walking through the airport at 7am tying to find out gate, once we reach it we hand over our passports and make our way towards our seats. I'm sitting in the middle with brook and Andy on either side of me, Andy knows I hate planes so he immediately grabs onto my hand gently and starts rubbing shapes onto my hand.

I also know brookie hates flying so I let him cuddle into me, I see Andy getting jealous but I flash him a 'it's okay' comforting smile.

We get to Orlando at around 1 as the flight was 9 hours but then the time goes back another 5 hours complicated I know. We get off the flight and collect our backs and go straight outside where we we're greeted by an Uber. He takes us to a very nice Villa in Kissimmee, and we go inside.  There are six rooms so the rooms are.        Me+ Andy
Rye+ Mikey
Harvey+ Loren( loren came with so I wasn't alone with a bunch of boys)
Brooklyn+ Jack
Blair+ginger
Darren

Okay so now you know the rooms me and Andy make our way inside and as soon as I found the first room I fell straight back onto my bed, almost falling asleep instantly as my head touched the pillow.

"Abbie, you can't go asleep we have a busy day ahead of us at the studio" Andy said while rubbing my back.
"But I'm so tired!!" I groaned.
" I know, I know but come on I'll leave you to get changed and get ready, meet me in the living room in 30 minutes.

I got up and Loren case bursting through my door saying she wanted to help me get ready. She put my hair into two French braids

Then I wore blue denim shorts and a tight fitting pink tube top.

Then I put my white converse on.

And last but not least Loren did a sort of natural makeup look on me.

I then walked out into the living room where I met Andy. He looked good.

"Wow aria you look stunning, but you really don't need makeup your perfect without"
I could myself blushing he's just the sweetest.
" thank you Andy but you can blame Loren for this" I laughed.
" shall we go"
" we shall"

Andy took my hand and we got into an Uber we then walked down the beautiful streets of Florida until we came to a stop at idrive. Looking at all the food places I could feel my stomach rumbling.

Andy-" are you hungry gorgeous"
Me-" yeah sort of"
Andy-" boys we're gonna stop off at Perkins to get some food you coming?"

All the boys came alone with us, in the past year I have got better at eating I still don't eat a lot because now that I'm sort of famous I have to keep my figure, but I still don't have a very big appetite anyway. So I decided just order a small portion of fries.

Andy- " please eat more babe"
Me-" I'm not hungry, I'm sorry"
Brooklyn-" no it's fine don't apologise Ari"

I just nodded and continued to eat the rest of my fries until I couldn't eat anymore. I pushed the rest aside and we then made our way back to the hotel me and Andy hand in hand. I don't know why but I'm loosing the usual sparks I have with Andy. I still love him but like I feel really nervous when brook speaks. Please don't say I'm falling for him now as well. Oh for god sake why does my life have to be so fucked up!!!!

Sorry I haven't been updating, I'm not going through a very good time at the moment. Let's just say trouble at home, I'll try to update when I can but it's hard. I see to be the only person trying to keep our family together. Anyway until next time I'll see you on the flip side💛