so when I say I love you I mean it deep down inside, but when you say it it is only because I said it first. you don't actually love me you just don't want to be alone.
well too bad you can be alone because you cant just toy with my emotions any more.
My mom raised me to be strong and I always acted like I was around her but the second I get into my room all hell broke lose . I thought that if I acted like I don't cry behind locked doors, or skip meals . I thought that it would all go away, but you wanna know something? it doesn't go away it gets worse. the crying becomes every day, and I only eat if I am with family.
so no I don't really care if you're upset now.
but ......I do care even though you broke me over and over and over again. I still care about you and it kills me to see you with her , but I don't know what to do so I ignore you. I need you even after you broke me. I can't do it anymore so yes I need you because I don't feel right without you.
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a walk through my mind
Poetryanxiety and depression about the boy you thought was the one turned out to be just like the rest of the people. it goes through my mind and basically tells everything about my horrible relationship.
