Voice Of Her Soul

chapter 4

Now Raghuwar Tiwari the teacher of Ramnath Malhotra the great lawyer has no answer, not a single word of her granddaughter's questions....not any explanation....he used to course neeraj but in reality he was a great father because he loved his daughter... he didn't treat her as a responsibility or a burden....and that's why suman always used to defend his father...

Sumo said "Nahi nanu aap mujhse pyaar nhi karte...agar karte hote to ramnath uncle ki tarha aap bhi har had paar kar dete.... 
Uncle aap to shravan se bahut pyaar karte hai naa itna pyaar ki uska har sahi har galat aap khud he soch lete hai...aapko laga uski maa uske liye sahi nhi aapne use uski maa se alag kar diya...aapko laga mai uske liye sahi nhi aapne mujhe bhi use door kar diya...kya aapko ye bhi nhi laga uncle ki isme sirf shravan akela nhi mai bhi involve  hun?? Kya aapke bete ke alawa kisi ki zindgi kisi ki khushiya nhi hoti???nanu ko bhagwaan ki tarha poojte hai naa aap andho ki tarha bharosa karte hai un par...kya aapko ek baar bhi nhi laga ki mai unki parvarish hun galat kaise ho sakti hun??...aapne ek bar bhi nhi socha ki jis insaan ke karan aap ramnath se "The Ramnath Malhotra" bane unki natin or poti dono ki zindgi se kaise khele???...itna sab karke bhi kya aap shravan ko khush rakh PAYE???...nhi naa...pta hai kyo?? Kyoki aap khud ke alawa kisi se pyaar nahi karte...agar karte hote to nanu ki parvarish par bharosa hota...shravan ka dard dikha hota...aunty se bichadne ka gum hota aapko...
Khair auntyor aap ke beech Jo hua usme aapko akele galat nahi kaha jaa sakta"

This time ramnath saw suman's eyes he is a lawyer and capable to read facial expressions... And now he remembers the helplessness in her eyes that time...and that is clearly visible in suman's eyes till now...the girl who respects her like a father what he did with her...what he did with his own son and wife...he has destroyed his family...and now he can't do anything to make everything right...no one want to see his face....