Ignorance

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i woke up before Blaze today and actually managed to slip out of the bed , which is considered a miracle since Blaze is a freaking cuddling bear , ok back to reality , i went to the bathroom ,did my business and chose my outfit and since it was cold today i went with a maroon sweater and some black jeans

i woke up before Blaze today and actually managed to slip out of the bed , which is considered a miracle since Blaze is a freaking cuddling bear , ok back to reality , i went to the bathroom ,did my business and chose my outfit and since it was co...

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Blaze was still asleep so me being the adult i am decided that it was fun to wake him up.        

  i crept unto the bed and straddled him it was uncomfortable so i wiggled a bit which made blaze emit a weird sound and something hard poke my inner thigh . i wasn't that obvious as to what it was ,i knew that it was his ....hhmm thing  but  i was feeling playful so i dipped my head into his neck and kissed down to his chest -perks of him sleeping shirtless- while grinding a bit more, and that ladies and gentlemen did it because in the blink of an eye i found myself under Blaze , looking into his eyes that seemed to be darkening more each passing second . i was flustered to say the least                                                                             

  "morning...." was all i was able to squeak out  

 "hhmm, morning to you too amore " (love)he whispered in my ear,  voice husky from just waking up.  

   "can you .....like get off of me " i stuttered like an idiot  .                                                                              

   " i don't think you saw me complaining when you were on top of me having your fun , so i guess it's only fair if i get my own . don't you think so" and with that said he started kissing and sucking my neck like a child does to his favorite candy  .                                                                                      "Bblaze...s.stop please i'm sorry " i tried saying but he just kept going , i started freaking out a bit but can you blame , i haven't even had my first kiss and now this is happening  . i tried again but he wasn't stopping and at that moment the water works began "blaze..."hiccup"...stop please,i'm scared" that seemed to snap him out of whatever trace he was in as he cradled me and whispered how sorry he is  and consoled me and that made me stop sobbing .                                                                       "are you okay now?" he asked sounding concerned ,  "i am, sorry " i apologized

 "don't i should be the one apologizing , i'm sorry" he sounded so sincere which made me want to tease him "you should be i was frightened " i said 'shakily' . Blaze freaked out and looked like someone just ran his dog over , it was so funny that i just burst into a fit of giggles .                               Blaze seemed to finally realize that i was joking because he had this kinda of crazy look on his face that made me ran out of the room like my pants were on fire , "you're so gonna get it caro!!!" (dear) he shouted .

i raced down stairs only to find no one i picked up an apple and waited for Blaze. As soon as he came down I hopped on my feet 

  "where's everyone?" he asked             

   "i don't know .......hm Blaze i have something to ask you , but first how about we go to that cute dinner you took me to last time for breakfast, i'm kinda craving hot chocolate ,so can we ???"         
" of course , let me just grab me keys and a jacket for you and me  , since it's cold outside " and with that he preceded upstairs .                                                                                                              we pulled up to the dinner after a 15 minute ride in silence , i was kinda nervous whether to ask him or not . after ordering we took a seat in a booth , the silence was so awkward so Blaze decided to break it                                                                                

 "what was it that you wanted to ask of me " he said sounding genuinely confused     
 "uummm......i wanted to ask if...if i can ...call my parents ??" i said fidgeting in my seat.  almost instantly Blaze barked out a no                                                           

  "but WHY???please Blaze i won't tell them anything i just want to talk to them " i pleaded some more but he didn't listen                                                                                  

  "get up we're leaving" he snapped at me .when we arrived home , i was on the verge of crying" assh*le" i muttered , part of me wishing that he'll hear me . my prayers  were answered when he banged the hood of the car and yelled a "what did you just say" , he was angry but so was i "you heard me , unless you're deaf or something . i thought we were getting along but i guess i was wrong , like for God's sake why won't you let me call my parents , oh wait a sec does that beat the purpose of kidnapping me and making my life a living hell. i used to call them every day before this , heard me every freaking day and now i don't even get to call then once a week!!!!" and with that being said , i raced to Jas's room .

it's been 2 weeks since my fight with Blaze , 2 weeks since i've been avoiding him and ignoring his presence , which is considered hard since every time he's near i get all tingly and shit . But that all changed one day...

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