Take It Or Leave It •Jacob Latimore FF•

Chapter 16

"babe, babe wake up"  Erica groaned and rolled over to see Jacob standing infront of her with Just a pair of boxers on. "c'mon bae get up" he says as he held his hand out infront of her "we missed breakfast but if you take a shower and stuff I'll have lunch ready for you when you get out"

Huh? What did he just say? We missed breakfast? What freaking time is it? Did I spend the night at the rehabilitation centre?

Erica thought as she tried to peice yesterdays events together but it was just a blur. The last thing she remebers is breaking down in Christine's office. "Jacob what time is it" she asked "its like 12:20" he licked over his lips "in the morning?" she asked knowing damn well it wasn't but praying that it was. She didn't want it to be later in the day in fear that she did or say something stupid to Jacob.

Jacob laughed "no silly in the afternoon" Ericas eyes got wide  "I slept here last night" she yelled  jumping up from the bed to be hit with gush of cold air. Looking down her body she let out a screech. Please tell me we didn't sleep together. She though as she quickly grabbed the covers and covered her body "what the hell did we do last night" she asked him faring his answer.

She didn't want to have sex with him because she didn't want him to think that she forgave him so easily. She wants him to hurt just as much as he hurt her and she knew exactly how she was going to do it.

Keeping him away from his kid. She seen how much he love Zaria and how he would do anything in the world for her and she knew that it would be the same for her baby.

He looked at her with confused written all over his face "what the hell you mean what did we do?" he licked his lips was she drunk off tears or something he chuckled to himself. How could she not remember the night they had?

Rolling her eyes Erica asked "did we have sex?" Jacob rubbed the back of neck nevously he knew she would regret what they did in the morning but it had been so long since he had gotten any that when his hormones took over he really didn't care "y-yea" he said nervously

"How could you Jacob!" she threw her hand down at her side and stomped her foot "I-I thought you wanted too" he said feeling guilty about his encounter with her the previous night "you took advantage of me Jacob. I was vunerable and you took advantage of that, I was emotionally unstable and you took advantge of me y-you.." she cried "you raped me" she whispered but he still heard her. Jacob pushed her up against the wall and put his forearm up against her throat. He wasn't choking her it was just his way of pinning her up against the wall.

"I admit that you were in a vunerable state but I did not rape you Erica I asked if you were sure you wanted to do what happen and you said yes. You weren't drunk and not once did you tell me to stop" he growled at her. He wasn't taking begin called a rapist too lightly. He was many things but a rapist was not one of them.

He pushed his self off of her. His head was now pounding and he needed some air "go take a shower and by the time you get out I will have something for you to eat" he told her and walked out the room.

Erica slid down the wall and cried. She didn't mean to upset Jacob by calling him a rapist but she couldn't remember nothing about last night and knowing she didn't fully forgive Jacob she though that it was highly unlikely that she would willingly have sex with him.

She crawled over to the bathroom attached to Jacob room because for some reason she couldn't walk. Did he put it down that good. She thought as she entered the bathroom.

Standing up and looking in the mirror Erica saw someone she didn't reconize. She looked horrible and she knew that it was fron all the stress Jacob was causing her. So she decided to stay as far away from him as possible; for the sake of her and her unborn childs life.

Picking up a tooth brush that was laid out on the counter along with clothes and a towel. She opened the package put toothpaste on the toothbrush and started brushing her teeth.

When she was done she stripped out of her clothes and got into the shower. Trying to wash away the pain that came along with her brokenheart.

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Mean while Jacob was standing outside in the courtyard just trying to breath he was having a slight asthma attact. After catching his breath he wonder around for a bit trying to get the thoughts of Erica saying he raped her but they wouldn't leave his memory.

I didn't rape her did I? She wanted it right? He asked his self he didn't want to think that he raped her but he couldn't help but ask himself did she really want it or did he want it so bad he didn't care if she did.

"hey Jacob, how are you today" nurse stacy asked him. He put on a big smile of course it was fake but Stacy didn't know that "I'm fine, couldn't be any better" he told her "I would be the same way if I got some last night" she winked at him. Jacob turned red as he blushed with embarrasement but raised one of his eyebrows up at her as if to ask her how she knew. "I walked in on you guys I didn't mean to I was just coming to tell you that visiting hours were over. When I opened the door to see you and your guest getting it in I didn't want interuptt yall so I just signed her out so before she leave tell me so I could sneak her out the back or something. Oh my she probably hungry since yall didn't come to breakfast maybe I should go make her a plate, yeah that sounds good" Stacy rambled on causing Jacob to let out a small chuckle once she left the table.

He finished his food then waited for Stacy to come back with the food she got for Erica. She came back with a try full of food. There was a take away plate, two small cups of ice cream, a cheesecake, an apple, a banana, some grapes, a bag of potato chips, oreo cookies and a bottle of water. he raised an eyebrow up at her "I know how pregnant women are about their food" Stacy chuckled before walking off.

He picked up the tray and made his way back to his room where he saw Erica sitting indian style on the bed staring at the wall in the clothes he left her to change into once she showered

He placed the tray infront of her and told her to eat "hurry up and eat so we could talk" he told her but she just continued to stare at the wall "I know you mad at me and you could starve yourself for all I care but you will not starve my child so eat the damn food"

Erica simply did nothing but stare at the wall even though she was starving she was gonna be stubborn and not listen to Jacob. She didn't need him telling her what to do especially because he took advantage of her the previous night. He opened the countainer and tried to feed her "Erica open your mouth" he instructed and she ignored him like she been doing for the past 20 minutes which made him furious.

He placed his hands on her thigh and started squeezing it applying more pressure as the seconds went by. She opened her mouth to hiss and he took that as an opportunity to shove the fork into her mouth"chew the damn food Erica" he told her sternly but that didn't work so he applied more pressure to the spot he was already squeezing causing her to slowly chew the food.

Jacob did want to hurt Erica he just wanted her to eat. He didn't want anything to happen to his baby and he knew that Erica was going to be spiteful and not eat the food so he did what he had to do.

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