Another day to a teenager like me , another day to use a fake smile and a fake laugh
my name is Fate, a simple teenager who hide a thousand feelings in one fake smile , nobody ask me if I'm okay, well maybe because they always see me laughing so that they didn't notice how down I am and nobody knows that every night i cry in silent voice so that no one will notice that I'm crying, they did not notice that my loneliness are killing me slowly.
I have a complete family, I have so many friends, and I have boyfriend also, so why I feel this way? I feel I'm alone, if there many people i cant count on ?
in life not everything you had are enough, yes I have a family but they are always busy and the worst feeling of being a daughter or either a son is comparing you to anotherr child , Im so tied of to prove to them that I can also be the best daughter not only my sister.
There you are the senorita of this house is awake so hows your sleep?" my mom asked to me
""its okay" I replied
Fate do you have a boyfriend?" a sarcastic question from my dad
"yes...." but before I answer the question of my dad I get a one slap from my mom
"how can you say you love that guy?!, my goodness Fate you are so young to know what is the true meaning of love!"
"but mom I love him" I started crying while begging to them
"if you choose that guy over us you will get a severe punishment!!" my dad say to me with a high voice
"you know Fate you are so different from your sister Faye, Faye is a responsible but you Fate I don't know what kind of attitude you have!?" my mom say to me
" okay sorry if I'm not that daughter you wish for cause this is only me, I;m not my sister or anybody else, sorry" then I walked out.
