Malik.
The guy who’d been putting me into a sad life for the past years. He was my first love. Funny because I actually never met him in real life.
Yes, we met on a social media which is so popular that time called Facebook. It was in 2012. In the beginning, all we did was just chatting and became friends ‘til he finally confessed me and it brought an unintimated friendship between us. I was innocent that day. I knew nothing about love and things which are related to it and he's the one who introduced me to this kind of thing.
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“I like you. Do you like me too?”
“I like you as a best friend.”
I couldn’t lie about my feelings. He was just a friend to me.
He seemed not to give up. He started to spam me by sending a lot of messages, liked all my posts, commented on some of them and all like an obsessive fan and day by day he became more uncontrolled. It’s kind of creepy and of course I felt uncomfortable. I don’t know why he did that but it’s like he tried so hard to make me liking him. Well, it didn’t work. I decided to ignore him.
Few days later, I noticed an unusual thing. No messages from him. No likes and comments either. I was thankful that he finally stopped but I was curious so I checked his profile right away and found out that he’d unfriended me. Honestly, I was kind of sad and felt guilty. I scrolled down through his timeline and found some heartbreak and first love posts. I questioned myself “Do these refer to me?”
I didn’t know, I never know.
This is where I started to like him. The feelings just came out of nowhere...
