Am I Yours?

Catch Up

{3rd Person View}

It's about 3 years later and the Titans are about to live their lives as adults. While Robin and Cyborg have been 21 for a few months now the rest of the gang is about 19 or 20. They all still live at Titan's Tower but crime has been slowly dying. Raven spends most of the day away from everyone in her room. Cyborg and Beast Boy sit around playing video games or Beast Boy is trying to get Raven out of her room and she slams the door in his face. Robin keeps trying to win Starfire over. 

Yes everyone knows that something happened in Toyko with Robin and Starfire but its been years and they didn't think it was a good idea at the time. Starfire was heartbroken when it happened and over the years she taught herself not to get to close to Robin again.  They aren't the only couple that has problems too. Beast Boy and Raven had a few intimate moments together but Raven knew it couldn't and wouldn't last if she was still connected to her father. She knew she liked him but she cant get attached she doesn't want to hurt Beast Boy.

(SIDENOTE: yes I know the Titans have real names but its easier to use these ones, I probably would be that person to forget so this is easier on me)

{Raven's POV}

"GET OUT!" 

"LEAVE! its the end of you and me!.....Oh, Friend Raven how I love to do the karaoke with you on a wonderful girls night." Starfire thought I needed cheering up because my moods have gotten worse. its mostly her singing and I say 'get out' here and there. I kind of needed this girls night because Star wasn't wrong I was becoming moodier. It was getting harder to see Beast Boy every day when he comes knocking on my door or he sits there for hours just talking about everything that goes on. My father spell was supposed to release me once I turned 18 but it did the opposite, it became stronger. the last few months I haven't been able to control my papers like I used to. If I get angry I have to walk away or else I could someone on the team and I couldn't live with myself if that happened. 

"What doesn't kill you makes you strongerrrrrrr! OH, raven you must join me!" 

"Thanks, Star this was fun and all but I think its time for you to go. I would like to read and try to sleep." her face instantly drop and I felt back but I couldn't have her in here if I couldn't enjoy the fun like she was. "Raven? before I go I just wanted to say I know what its like to see the one you thought you had a connection with every day but just try to talk to beast boy. goodnight." and with that, she left. I sat in the middle of my bed trying to find a way to connect my father so I can get rid of this dark magic, and get my life back and my Beast Boy.

focus raven. focus. breathe in. breathe out. in. out. in...

"Raven?" he called out. I walked over to the door and cracked it open. "What do you want?"

"Well I wanted to talk because I know what you're going through." my blood started to boil no one knows what its like to be part demon and the emotion that fully shows are hate and anger. "You know what I'm going through? AND WHAT WOULD THAT BE?!" 

"The whole ordeal with you and Beast Boy." That's when I grabbed him by the collar and pushed him against the wall. 

"NO Robin, you don't know what I AM going through, and you know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT HALF DEMON!" I felt myself slowly turning into that 4 eye creature with red glowing eyes that my father was, and that I'm not. I calmed myself down and dropped Robin. "listen, it's not the whole beast boy thing, you just lived what happens if my buttons are pushed quickly and beast boy has the tendency to do that and I don't want to hurt him in any way so that's why I stay in my room. I cant lose beast boy or any of you. I don't have the guts to tell him either. 

"raven...i didnt...im sorry." Right then and there I knew I had to talk to someone. "4-months ago on my 18th birthday my demon side was supposed to disappear and I was supposed to turn good but my father did something and now the demon side is growing stronger and is getting harder to control. My father cut all forms of communications from me so I don't know how to get rid of this side." I felt relief once I told Robin everything. 

Will I be able to tell Beast Boy one day?

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