That one relationship

Lie

I was sitting on the cafeteria table doing my homework while all my friends were getting Lunch. The cafeteria was loud I heard people yelling, talking,and screaming ,My so called friend Tammy sat next to me, a piece of her hair fell out and perfectly placed itself on her face.She talked about her crush which was Jake hunter,A guy with light Brown hair and brown eyes.
"Today in class he looked at me and stared at me for like 20seconds!!i think he likes me!"Tammy said with a big smile.
"Woah I think he was just zoning out though"I laughed
"Maybe but I hope he likes me"Tammy whispered and looked down and then back up again.
"Maybe"I repeated
"Damn Alexis I know!Do u like him too or something?"Tammy said
"No I don't I'm sorry"I replied knowing that what I just said was a big lie.
"It's ok I was just joking"Tammy laughed and left.
Before I dated my ex I liked jake .He was so cute to me and he was chill to talk to, but we didn't talk for a long time since I was dating my ex and I sent all my time with him,After my break up I wasn't really heartbroken I already knew that I liked jake.I was attempted to not tell anyone ,if I did what will they think about me?
Will they think that I'm a hoe because I like another guy when i just had a break up?
Or will they be fine with it?What if he doesn't like me?What if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore because I like him?
All these thoughts went spinning in my mind I can't take it no more.I had to tell someone right now.