chapter 20

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MONTE POV

I still can't believe this shit. Rochelle really broke up with me and its craii because there are alot of girls who are dying to have her spot, shit even elizabeth crazy ass.

But no she doing whats "best for both of us". I'm not even trynna hear that. Im not gon lie, I still love her ass, I cant get her out my head and I still feel like an asshole

Smh but she right tho, I need a woman who is willing to stay with me through anything, a ride or die, she was the one but not long enough.

I went to trey crib to get this shit out my head, I need some loud frfr. I walk inside this nigga house and "Top shooter" by dmx sean paul and mr vegas was playin, looking all depressed and shit, fuck going on with him?

"Wats up bruh". he said giving me dap

"Nothin much, me and rochelle done..you got some loud?"

"Hold up you and rochelle done, like done done?". he asked with an shocked impression

"Yea man she said its best for us, whateva the fuck that means, she found out about diamond too".

"Damn, thats crazy, instead of you breaking up with her she broke up with yo ass" he said while chuckling

"Shut yo ass up and roll up". We smoked 2 blunts, we high as hell. Smh I dont know why his ass looking all sad and shit but me...Rochelle face just pop my head.

All I could think about was her beautiful smile, those sexy ass lips, and her ass just...ugh man I miss her. But if breaking up with me makes her happier imma just move on..but not for long.

"I saw trisha", hearing him say that was kinda shocking, he havent talked about her in a long ass time

"Where at?"

"She stopped by moms house.....man Ma looked at me with disappointment, Trish didnt even look at me man, the only thing that caught my eye was that baby bump". he said passing me the blunt

".....Did she at least say something?".

"Naw man she just hugged Ma and left, and Ma fussed me out, I was trynna calm her down since she was already sick and shit....man i fucked up".

"Are you coming to your senses or its just the weed talking?". I said chuckling, i told this nigga he was gonna make a mistake

"Monte man im serious.. I thought about it man I dont want my kids looking at me like I looked at my pops, I wanna be better, way better."

"So why did you do it?"

"Man i wasnt thinking, I was afraid to be a father, then i realized i need to show my kids more love and attention than my father did me..." he said while finishing the blunt. Finally he got his mind straight

"um..thank god you changed your mind about the whole thing,a baby is an human being just like us. I think you need to talk to trish before its too late, cuz god knows its gonna take her a long time to forgive your ass". I said while chuckling

"Yea you right man i gotta go, lock my door before you leave". he said before giving me dap

When he left, I thought about my situation, where does it leave me?. I locked trey doors and headed to the other #1 woman in my life. My momma.

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