CHAPTER ONE

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I can’t find a reason to let go

Even though you’ve found a new love

And she’s what your dreams are made of

I can’t find a reason to hang on

What went wrong can be forgiven

Without you, It ain’t worth livin’ alone

 

OH, GREAT! JUST GREAT! sa loob-loob ko. Bakit ba kasi sa dinami-dami ng pwede nilang I-request na song ay ‘YOU WERE MINE’ pa. What a perfect song for an awkward situation. Nasa Clannad Bar kami, kasama ko sina Diego at ang banda dahil may gig kasi kami.  Bale past time lang naming ang pagkanta at pagtugtog.

Hindi ko ine-expect na makikita ko din doon ang taksil kong boyfriend at bestfriend kasama ng mga ito ang barkada.

Sometimes I wake up crying at night

And sometimes I scream out your name

What right does she have to take your heart away?

When for so long, you were mine.

 

Tumingin ako sa table kung saan ang kinaroroonan nila Racquel. Biglang bumigat ‘yung pakiramdam ko ng hinawakan ni Nicole ang mukha ni Racquel at tsaka ito siniil ng halik. Parang nanadya lang!  Kailangan pa ba talaga nilang ipakita sa akin ang paglalampungan nila.

I took out all the pictures of our wedding day

It was a time of love and laughter

Happy ever after

But even those old pictures have begun to fade

Please tell me she’s not real

And that you’re really coming home to stay

 

Dalawang buwan na rin ang nakakalipas simula noong ikinasal sila. Pero masyado pa rin akong nasasaktan, medyo tanggap ko na rin naman ang realidad kaso hindi naman ganoon kadali na basta-basta ko na lamang makakalimutan ang isang masalimuot na parte ng aking nakaraan.

Sometimes I wake up crying at night

And sometimes I scream out your name

What right does she have to take your heart away?

When for so long you were mine

 

I was stunned when Racquel open his eyes and look at my direction while kissing Nicole. Hindi ko masyadong makita ang ekspresiyon niya dahil medyo madilim sa parteng iyon. Hindi ko na napigilan pa ang pagtulo ng luha ko. Masyado pang sariwa ang sugat na naiwan dito sa puso ko. Ipinikit ko na lamang ang aking mga mata.

Masokista yata talaga ako.  Alam na ngang masakit pero go pa din ng go sa panunood. When I open my eyes, someone already blocked the view of them two kissing intimately.

When I looked up, I saw Diego smiling at me like he’s telling me ‘it’s gonna be okay.’

I can give you two good reasons

To show you love’s not blind

You Are The OneTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon