Faking Smiles

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She stopped faking her smile

She let it all go

She let people see her sad

She gave up being fake

She became the loner

She lost her friends

Just because she stopped being fake

She tried to lose herself

She lost herself too soon

She soon only wore black

Along with black her skin

Soon became filled with

Red crimson cuts

Her sleeves became longer

Her voice was nearly never heard

Her "friends" left and never came back

Her clothes were plain and boring

And she rarely smiled

The teachers wondered what happened to their perfect little pet

Her grades soon dropped

They never got up

Her only alternative was dying

So each night she prayed death

Would come and wisk her away

It never did

Every night she prayed more and more

She became lost in her thoughts

Would plan her death nd write goodbye letters

Have the songs for her funeral picked out

She told family that she loved them more often

She let them believe she was ok....

She let herself die

Her soul died more and more

With each passing day

One day she couldn't bare it any

Longer

She took a stomach full of pills and ran away.

When she was about to die all she wanted was to be Saved.... .

Saved from this earth or from death either way...

She soon lost herself...

Lost her self in the rapids of the river.......

She let everything go.

You never know who might need saving

It could be anyone.......

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