Can Depression Kill You ?

How did it all start ?

My mom used to tell me that I had it all easy in life . I guess she didn't figure out that these voices in my head were killing me little by little. These drugs aren't helping me anymore. Once the feeling of being drugged out leaves .. I feel more alone. I mean, I know I have people there for me, but we all know people always end up leaving . Plus no one really deserves to know me like that. It all started with something that will never be erased from my mind. Since that day I really didn't want to live anymore. I wanted it all to end. I didn't feel anything anymore.. mentally and if it was physically.. it would leave scars. I wish I could start over everyday. But , it's really not possible. Trust me , I should know. Have you heard of that caption almost everyone uses when something is going wrong ? The "oh, don't worry about it . Everything will turn out fine" or "you'll be okay ". Y'all gotta stop lying because not everything in life will be "Okay" or turn out "fine". And the scariest thing ever is probably realizing that I'm right .. and find no way out of your mind .