depths 2 |•| scomiche

1.

hours slowly turned into days.

days turned into weeks.

weeks turned into months.

months turned into more months, and scott still wasn't back yet.

it's almost summer for fucks sake. 

i got a job and started moving into an apartment in the same building as jacob.

jacob and troye have been nothing but nice to me and let me stay in their apartment.

for some reason i couldn't stay in scott's room because he didn't go to school there anymore.

-

"okay, so, mitch. since class is over and we don't have anymore until september, how 'bout we go do something fun?" troye asked as we walked outside on our way to jacob's apartment.

"hmm... i don't know. i was just kind of planning on not doing anything." i shrugged as we stepped inside the building.

"you can't be sad forever, mitch. he's been gone for 3 months. he's probably not gonna come back any time soon." troye blurted out.

welp.

"i'm sorry. i don't know wh-"

"no, you're right. he isn't gonna come back. he's having the best time in arizona and isn't even thinking about me." i looked down and bit my lip so fucking hard, because i wasn't gonna cry.

why would i cry?

and then it was quiet.

the only sound you could hear was the sound of our shoes clicking on our way up the stairs.

i miss scott.

when troye stuck the key in the lock of the front door, he paused and looked at me.

"i'm sorry." he sighed.
"do you just want to order pizza and watch netflix?"

"sounds great." i smiled and walked in after him.

-

i kept thinking about what troye said about scott.

i really miss him.

fuck.

jacob had joined troye and i on the couch a little while ago, so now we were just eating pizza and rewatching friends for the 100th time.

normally that show makes me really happy, but now everytime i watch it i think about how happy monica and chandler are together and how i am not, and how phoebe said that lobsters are forever together, and how she called ross rachel's lobster.

i want scott to be here.

i want to hug him.

and call him a lobster.

"i think i'm gonna go to bed, guys." i said and got up from the couch.

"no no, wait. don't. it's only 9 pm." troye grasped my arm and pulled me back on the couch.

"troye, stop. if he wants to go, he can." jacob said.

i got up again and troye let go of my arm.

"tomorrow we're gonna do something happy and fun." he said before i left.

"i promise." i nodded and went into the bedroom they let me stay in.

-

it was 2 am.

scott sent me a text.

he actually sent me a text.

i'm too scared to look.

i, in fact, was so scared to look that i completely turned off my phone and turned away from it.

the text was probably for someone else.

why would he send me one?

what if he said that we definitely are broken up.

or that he's never coming back.

and he got another boyfriend.

or worse, he got back with haley.

or even worse, he hates me because i never tried to contact him in the time he was gone.

happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts.

maybe he accidentally sent me a text that was meant for someone else.

or he sent me something nice.

or he's coming back.

i want to know.

but i don't want to know.

should i look?

no.

i'll look in the morning.

maybe i saw it wrong and it's not from scott at all.

i'm stressing out, i should sleep.

ugh i miss him.

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first chapter!

and yes, it's short. i'm sorry.

i'm very excited about this book and i hope you are too!

also, if you don't get all of the friends references and things, first of all, you uncultured pig you better go watch friends, and secondly, you can just google the reference and you'll find it.

the lobster one ^ (kind of)