Rainbow

      Laying in the grass, all alone. Staring into the bright rays of color, known as a rainbow. Then slowly I rise up in the sky and am engulfed by the colors. Trapped, I suffocate and struggle. Unable to breathe my lungs clench and my eyes blink shut. All is dark. Darkness for days. Every struggle to get free, the darkness gets deeper. Until i accept who i am and what i live in. Then I am free to see the colors once again, free to smile up at the sky and soar to new oppertunities. But until then I am alone in the darkness, suffocating in my own despair. Despair no one but i can see. I get up from the grass, the darknes in my eyes. In my heart. In my soul. And i try to live, but i live as a shell, waiting for the colors to fill my eyes, once again.