Chapter Two

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India's POV

We'll my name is India's as you know I'm Lauren's best friend and I'm 5,2 but I prefer funsized lol but anyways i have long curly reddish - brown hair , hazel eyes but turn green in the sun and I'm 19 . I live with my mom and lil sister mya my dad when my lil sister was 3 so yea .

I was laying in my bed listening to pandora when The Worst - Jhene Aiko played

Tell me what you say now?

Tell me what you say

Come again?

If you cannot stay down

Then you do not have to pretend

Like there is no way out

I shoulda never let you in

Cause you got me face down

And don't take this personal

But you're the worst

You know what you've done to me

And although it hurts I know

I just can't keep runnin' away


I don't need you [x4]

But I want you

I don't mean to [x4]

But I love you

Tell me what you say now

Tell me what you say?

You said that you would come again

You (said) that we would remain friends but

You know that I do not depend on

Nothing or no one

So why would you show up

So uninvited then

Just change my mind like that

Please don't take this personal

But you ain't shit

And you weren't special

Til I made you so

You better act like you know

That I've been through worse than you

I just can't keep running away

(But I don't need you)


Everybody's like

He's no item

Please don't like em

He don't wife em

He one nights em

I never listened


I shoulda figured though

All that shit you was spittin'

So unoriginal

But it was you

So I was with it

Then tell you the truth

Wish we never did it

Cause I usually do

Stick to the business

But you came out the blue

And then you just flipped it

God damn baby

My mind's blown

Be forgettin'

You live in a different time zone

Think I know what this is

It's just the time's wrong

Yeah I know what you did

But baby I'm grown

And my love is patient

And kind, and shit

This is real we can build

Through different types of shit

If you was really the realest

Wouldn't be fightin' it

I think your pride is just

In the way

Funny how everything changed

Once you got all that you wanted

Nothing was ever the same


And though

I don't need you [x4]

I still want you

I don't mean to [x4]

But I love you

I don't need you [x4]

But I want you

I don't mean to [x4]

But I love you

But as I was listening I had gotten a text and it was talking bout a party at 10 so you know miss India can't turn down no party but let me call Lauren to see I she wants to go

Phone Convo

Me - hey laurennnnn boo

Lauren - lol hey boo what you doing

Me - nothing just wanted to know if you wants I come to this party tonight in like 3 hours

Lauren - hell yea we bout to Turn Up lol

Me - lol yea but I'm gonna call you when I'm done so be ready

Lauren - light bye

Me - bye

End Of Convo

So I got out of bed, stripped , hopped I the shower and washed for about 30 min and gut out . I dried off lotion up and put on my black body con dress that hugged my curves perfectly , gold accessories and my black red bottoms and red lipstick

I grabbed my clutch and went downstairs kissed my Mom and mya cheeks and called Lauren to Come pick me up. She arrived I got in the car and we were on our way .

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