Gaining control (On Hold I Will Continue Soon)

I try yet I fail.

I lay on the floor, and stare at the ceiling fan spin. A sharp pain in my lower back suggest that I were to turn soon. Too soon, I think to my self. Rolling up onto my knees I walk to the back door- which leads to the woods in the back.

By the time I reach the out line of the woods my breathing was labored. I start to jog as deep into the woods as I can, which a happens only to be a few yards- before I collapse. The pain shooting through my body made it impossible to stand back up. I clentched my fists and squeeze my eye shut as I felt my bones shift places within my body.

Yes, I have turned many time, yet the pain was always a great surprise. I could feel my eyes change from a iceblue to and dangerous yellow. A howl broke from between my lips. My body started to shake and confuse, and animalish growls and grunts escapes my throat. With one final gasp my body turned completely into a wolf.

I rose to my paws and shook the dirt and leaves put of my glistening white coat. After a few stretches I weave between the sturdy trunks of trees. I walk to a small open clearing and stare at the horizon that the sun was sinking behind.

I know that the second the moon is at it fullest I would lose controll. I want to learn how to, but I know no other werewolf that could teach me.

I again look at the sky, and see that the moon is almost directly above me. I focus all my energy on my human part of me, the only one that can help me keep control. Just as I open my eyes and look to see the moon directly above me and relize that I had gained cintrol. Just as I was about to sign in relief everything went black as my animal side took over.