I'm dreaming of you again
Not of her
I'm worried I'm lost again
I'm worried it's absurd
I hate how nothing's definitive
And at first I welcomed it
But now I'm not so positive
I want answers about myself that I can't give
I want to breathe freely
But as long as everyone's watching me
I'm afraid these thoughts can't leave
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365 Days of Ashes (Part Two)
PoetryWattpad only allows 200 parts. I require 365, so here is the second half of my 2017