Forever Ours......

41.

Saturday, March 18, 2017

Bryce Taylor,

It's been a week since the hotel thing and I don't know. I've just been like all crazy in the inside, in an amazing way.

"Why you blushing?" Xayvion asked looked at me.

"I don't know." I said using my hands to cover my face.

"Good dick just got you gone." He said laughing.

"Shut up." I said rubbing Obeca's back.

The kids finally laid down for their naps and I'm loving it. I'm very sure Obeca has a camera on us that's alerts him when we good and sleep because that boy be crying his head off when me and Simba is good and sleep.

"You think if we sound too happy he gone wake up?" Xayvion said climbing in the bed.

I looked down at him and then at Simba.

"Maybe, I don't know. He looks good and sleep." I said while I started playing in his hair and Simba rubbed his back.

"He gone be spoiled." Simba said looking down at him.

He laid his head on my shoulder and Obeca grabbed Simba's lips and then started smiling.

"He love him some of his dad." I said looking over at Xayvion.

"He better." Xayvion said moving Obeca's hand. "I'm need him to stop snoring like he did shit today." He said causing me to laugh.

"You not about to play our son life." I said looking at him.

"What you gone do about?" He asked looking at me.

He got in my face and looked me in the eye before pecking my lips.

"Like I thought."

"Have you ever thought about us having another child you, after we found out about Mayah." I asked looking at him.

"No, I mean I honestly just can't see us having another one at this point. Like I feel like it would be us trying to replace Mayah." He said looking over at her monitor.

She was sleeping like no tomorrow and which only just made me think about what Xayvion just said.

I know at first we talking about two kids. A boy and a girl but now that we have Obeca and Mayah it's like we have our wish. I guess I'm selfish because I also want a daughter by Xayvion, maybe I'm wrong for my thoughts so I'll let them fade away.