Broken But Alive

Chapter 1: End of me

1:56 AM

This Jan 1, 2018 my night is already the worst day to start. Because one of my crush friend talked to me and betray me. I hate you.
Really, even I thought she was trustworthy.

I treated her not just as a friend, but I treated her like as if she was my girlfriend. Yet, she just had to spread the word that I trusted to her so much to keep.

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It was the end of June, and I'm slowly forgetting the incident that had happened two months ago. Though, the feelings were gone, my memories were still there.

As I walked passed starbucks, I saw her, the girl that had broke my heart, but this time she was with someone.

My bestfriend.

They were happy, like smiles and shit. She had that warm smile that I love, but she was smiling for someone else.

I guess I wasn't enough.

I continued walking down the streets, getting nearer and nearer towards the bridge. I leaned onto the railings, looking down at the streaming river. There wasn't anything on my mind but sadness.

I slowly hoisted myself up the railing, feeling the breeze getting colder and colder every move I make.

I guess this is it, theres nothing left for me here anymore.

Well, then.

Farewell.

At first, I could only feel the cold wind on my skin. Next, I could feel the cold water all over my skin. Then nothing.