The love never went away(Anthony Trujillo ff)

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SOPHIE:
I was woken up by my alarm
Racheal:noooo your going today
Sophie:aww Racheal I'm sorry
Racheal:I understand boo
I walked into the bathroom had a shower blew dried my hair brushed my hair and teeth tied my hair up into a messy bun

I got dressed into Adidas leggings with a white cropped halter top and a black bomber jacket also with my zebra Yeezys

I put my watch on with my bracelet and ring also put on some spray and perfume

After I fed Lottie and packed all her stuff as Racheal and I was bringing my stuff to the car my mom ran out of Anthony's house she hugged me

Mom:I'm sorry
Sophie:I'm sorry
She pecked my forehead
Mom:I'm gonna miss you so much
Sophie:I'm gonna miss you to mom I love you
Mom:I love you to
Racheal:but I really gotta go

She nodded and wiped her tears Cinda and Tony hugged me Anthony was in the distance

Tony:please go say bye to him
Sophie:Tony's he's gonna see me tomorrow
Tony:please
Anthony walked over and hugged me so tightly a tear rolled down my cheek

Anthony:im sorry for everything
Sophie:Anthony your the one who broke up with me
Anthony:I know I know
I wiped my tears

Sophie:bye guys
I got in the car
Racheal:your doing the best thing boo
Sophie:it doesn't feel like it
Racheal:you are

We drove to the airport I hugged her and went through customs and everything

I brought Lottie and my carry on onto the plane after I got seated I brought Lottie onto my lap and started editing

After we landed nick landed as well He walked over and hugged me

Nick:your not back until tomorrow
Sophie:stuffs happened
Nick:oh have you got enough stuff
Sophie:yeah I was spoilt this year
Nick:I can see

Chad picked us up
Chad:girl you done well who got you the Yeezys and the suitcase
Sophie:Anthony got me these Yeezys Jake got me the suitcase loads of people got me charms Anthony's sister got me the bracelet and some charms my mom got me grey Yeezys
Chad:they just came out
Sophie:I know but I love it
Nick:got more
Sophie:I will show you when we get home
Chad:okay can't wait
He said sarcastically we laughed they explained what they got

Nick:are you okay you seem off
Sophie:yeah I'm okay
I wasn't I don't think I ever will

We walked back into the house we walked to my room

Sophie:let's go
I clapped
Chad:teppers Sophie is gonna show us what she got for Christmas
Sophie:guys I got spoilt this year

So I showed them what I got for Christmas
Sophie:and my Minnie Mouse is coming today
Chad:you got spoilt I never knew the boys went so out on you
Sophie:me either but I got a dog guys

I picked up her bag
Sophie:sorry Lottie i was busy
Nick:oh my god not another dog
Sophie:yeah
I got her out the bag she ran around
Chad:oh my god she's so cute
Nick:my new bestfriend nowwwww
Sophie:ayeeeeeee

I set her water bowl out and food also set her pen her bed and toys out

Chad:she called Lottie?
Sophie:yeah
Chad:definitely different from Apollo and Athena
Sophie:I know but I'm more of a small dog person
After nick went to unpack and I started unpacking
Sophie:Lottie I should take you toilet aye im sorry for forgetting you but you have bin so good aye wanna treat

I gave her a treat after she sat then I took her to the toilet

When I walked back into my room nick was sitting down on my bed

Nick:your gonna say what's wrong
Sophie:nick
Nick:Sophie your family
I shut my door and sat next to nick after I put Lottie down

I explained what happened nick pulled me into a massive hug

Nick:I am so sorry
Sophie:no don't say sorry it's not your fault
I wiped my tears
Nick:I gotta do some business but I'm always here to talk
Sophie:thank you

Nick left I sighed and went up to upload my video

I was cleaning my room for the rest of the day

Nick:are you hungry
Sophie:no I'm gonna organise my closet and my bathroom
Nick:you gotta eat
Sophie:I'm not really hungry n
Nick:okay

Nick left I started organising everything

I fed Lottie and walked downstairs and started building the trampoline with chad and nick

After I started jumping on the trampoline with chad

Nick:now your gonna eat now
Sophie:fine after I walk Lottie,lottie walkies

I put her harness and leash on we went on a walk

I felt so alone and was thinking everything through on the walk

I hate hate feeling like this I just want to feel so normal again and happy