Sus, today marks 2 years since I've lost you. On your last days you asked me to write you something each year, so here I am; although no amount of words I can ever come up with would do justice to the beauty that you were and still are. It's been 2 years and I still haven't met someone quite like you. I knew you hated your ginger hair, and I regret not telling how jealous I was of it lol, damn I really miss you. I talked to your mom the other day, and she misses you too babe. 9 years, Sus. That isn't easy. I grew up by your side, so much happened in 9 years, all that gone in a second. You were gone too soon, I never got to appreciate your presence as much as I should've, 9 years wasn't enough. I miss you so much I'm seeing you in my dreams habeebte, I hope you're happy up there. I'm so sorry I didn't answer your calls that last day, I couldn't bear talking to you knowing that it will be the last time, I hope you've forgiven me. I love you, best friend. X
