We had been laid on the sofa cuddling, like we normally do, for over two hours, just eating loads of little nibbles like skittles and quavers. I was starting to feel increasingly tired when James kissed the side of my head. I turned to speak to him but instead my face was met with his and his lips crashed into mine. It took me a few minutes to realise what was happening, I tried to find a reason within my head to not kiss him back, but I couldn't. I just couldn't find a reason why not to kiss him. I know that he was my best friend, but who am I kidding, we've always had some kind of thing with each other but we have never spoken about it. We both kind of just ignored the feelings and left them in the back of our minds.
After a few minutes I disconnected my lips from James' and snuggled back into his chest. I knew he was safety for me. I knew that he mattered the most to me and I knew that I literally depend on him.
This was probably wrong on so many levels but there is nothing I can do to stop myself from falling further into his hold.
"Lish, I'm sorry if what I just did surprised you, but I've been holding these feelings in for so long and when I thought that I had lost you because of what happened, I knew that I had to do something to show you what you actually mean to me and how I feel towards you" James explained exactly why he had just done what he did and I completely understood why. I don't know how much longer I could have kept my feelings in too.
"It's fine James, I feel completely the same towards you. I've liked you like that for so long and I didn't know how much longer I could go without telling you. I can't try and hide these feelings towards you anymore." I need him to understand the way that I feel towards him. I wonder what will happen after this, I'm scared about what the near future holds...
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no strings attached || j.m.
FanfictionHis body pressed against mine was enough to set me alight. His fingers in my hair as his lips pressed against my neck. In a stumbling ecstasy I was always going to be his. Even if this was wrong. Even if he was my best friend.
