The Bond That Binds Us [Kougyoku x Sinbad]

"A real women"

"A real women"
Is a mature,sophisticated,classy,intellectual woman with strong morals & good manners.

Kougyoku P.O.V
The silence wakes me as I lay in bed recalling the events that took place. I'm wondering if this was something I really wanted, even though I dreamed of this since I first laid eyes on him.
Today me and Sinbad got married, as a peace treaty for the two kingdoms.  I lay here remembering the Herald's voice announcing the news.

~Today let our kingdoms unite, for the Founder and Ruler of Sindria and The Princess of Kou unite and become one. Let us rejoice for this glories day!~ the herald shouts, his voice still ringing in my head.

Glorious day?.. It's interesting how others may see it.

I also remember the kiss that me and Sinbad shared...

It's been five days since the wedding, we still haven't even consummated our marriage. I worry thinking that I'm not pretty enough.."I KNOW WHAT TO DO!" I yell to myself in my head.
I'll go talk to Hakuei, she will probably know what to do.

I roll off my bed and get up from the floor; dashing to Hakuei's room. Before I even reach her
-thud-
"Sorr- I tried to say, but was interrupted and awestruck by seeing Koubun.
"What are you doing here!?" I shout in an angry tone.
"I could ask you the same thing, princess." He replies in a amused smile. I roll my eyes, knowing that he was not going to say anything without me admitting first, but instead he would continue with the same snobby responses.

So I confess and tell my whole story and feelings on Sinbad and our marriage, it takes awhile for him to respond.
"So..you're worried that Sinbad doesn't think you're pretty enough because he hasn't consummated the marriage yet?"

I only nod my head and pout; he sighs taking everything in and tries to come up with a explanation. "Hmmm...I think you're misunderstanding Sinbad, and I would know for I have done so in the past. Now! Let me explain to you, its not because you're not pretty enough he just doesn't see you as "a real woman"."

"A real woman?" I ask.
"Yes." He answers.
"Just imagine his been with women from around the world..many most likely younger, he now needs a real women in his life; and that women is going to be you from now on." He adds.

"A real woman?" I whisper to myself in realization. He doesn't see me as a real women yet? I let out a sad sigh, I feel so disappointed in myself.
"Can you teach me Koubun?" A ask practically begging.
"Hmm...I guess ." Koubun replies kindly.
"Follow me." He orders. I just nod and listen; after taking a few stops at some stores which takes till evening, then we head back to my room.
I take a seat on a chair next to my mirror stand. Koubun pulls out a dress from one of the bags  he then tells me to put it after I take a bathe, he leaves the room and tells me to tell him when I ready. I get ready and look at my self in the mirror; I still don't feel like a real women yet- I think to myself my thoughts drifting away, I snap immediately out when Koubun knocks asking if I'm done I respond with a kind "yes."