Silas lays down next to me and I rest my head on his chest. "Goodnight beautiful" he kisses my head.

**

Last time I did this, I got in trouble for not telling him. But I didn't feel confident I was than I took the time I did the first one. The first time I took it, Silas and I weren't friends or anything so I got shoved into a locker as he screamed at it.

Oh boy. My hand shakes as I hold up the pregnancy test. At this point I don't think it's the stomach bug. I sigh and get it over with. Five minutes to anxiously wait. Silas is outside with Maddie playing with Puzzle.

Once five minutes are up, I hesitantly look at he pregnancy test. And what I see makes my eyes water.

Two lines. I cover my mouth and the tears escape my eyes. I'm pregnant. And I've been pregnant for a month. I look out the bathroom window to see Silas and Maddie laughing their little heads off. I've scared to tell him... but definitely not as scared as I was before since Silas and I weren't together.

But now we are. Maddie was an accident and Silas hated me for being pregnant with her in the start. A second one though? We're so incredibly lucky for getting Maddie out of me alive... even though that gang kidnapped me for her.

I don't know how he's gonna react to another baby... hopefully not shout at me again. I sigh and put the pregnancy test in my pocket. I need to tell him. One way or another.

"Firefly you should've seen Puzzle!" Silas's voice scares the living hell out of me. He laughs and puts his hand out to help me up. "Whoop, sorry" he chuckles and kisses my temple. Then he goes silent when he sees my red eyes from crying. He slightly tilts his head in confusion and holds my hand. "Babe... what's wrong?" he asks.

I can't hold it in. My eyes ball out crying and he pulls me into a comforting hug. I feel so anxious and don't want him hugging me since I have something big to tell him... I push him off me and continue crying. "I-I-" I struggle to talk.

He kisses my head and takes my hands away from my face. "Calm down beautiful, just breathe" he breathes in and out to demonstrate so I join in. "Good... now what's wrong?" he asks softly with a concerning tone.

I take the pregnancy test out of my pocket and hold it up to him. "We're having a baby" I wipe away my tears though they keep falling. He goes into shock and hesitantly takes the test out of my hands, making me cry even move.

He notices what he did and immediately hugs me. "Sorry baby, I didn't mean to make it seem like I was gonna yell at you" he kisses my head. "This... I uh... don't know what to say" he pulls make and examines the test. "I-I'm excited Firefly" he picks me up and hugs me.

I wrap my legs around his waist and cry in his chest. "Y-you are?" I ask and he hums, trying to calm me. "B-but the gangs... what if they come for me again like they did when I was pregnant with Maddie?" I nervously asks and he pulls out of the hug.

He sighs and passionately kisses my lips. "They won't, and I'll be damn sure of it. The windows are already bullet proof and the door is steel with a passcode so we're safe" he soothes my nerves. "So how far along are you? If you know. I mean we lastly had sex three days ago sooo" he trails off.

I smile. "It's takes five days to find out if you're pregnant... so I'm guessing a month, when you apologized to me" I say and he nods, giving me a makes sense expression. "Ah! I'm so excited to tell Maddie she's gonna be a sister!" I say with excitement, making Silas chuckle.

He kisses my temple and puts his hand in my stomach which I missed so much when I was pregnant with Maddie. "Let's tell her when we're one hundred percent sure" he says and I nod in agreement. "You better make an appointment soon, it's been a month" he adds.

I snap back into reality and run to my phone to make an appointment for tomorrow. Silas wraps his arms around me from behind and kisses my head. "Awesome! So tomorrow at 12!" I smile. "Thank you! bye" I end the call and turn around to Silas with excitement on my face and immediately hug him.

He laughs. "Just a second ago you were crying you were pregnant and now you're screaming in happiness" he ruffles my hair and I playfully roll my eyes. "I'm excited for this baby. Firefly. I'll have to tell the guys as soon as possible so we have their protection. We can't tell ANYONE" he makes clear and I nod.

"Ok let me put Maddie down to sleep then I'll be in the room" I kiss his cheek and he walks off while I go into Maddie's room, but she's already fast asleep. I chuckle and silently close the door and walk to my room.

Silas is already laying down, shirtless, making me basically drool. He laughs and takes my hand and pulls me into his chest. "Best coming home present ever" he tickles my stomach and I laugh.

"I'm so glad I could tell you I was pregnant" I say and he looks at me in confusion. "Because when I found out I was pregnant with Maddie, we weren't together and you... pinned me into the lockers" I say and he clenches his jaw. "But now we're together and so in love" I smile and kiss his cheek.

He kisses my head and wraps his arms around me. "So in love" he smiles. "I'll always regret shouting at you to abort Kitten and I'm glad I stopped you from leaving to do it... i don't know what I'd do without my baby. And now, I'd do anything in my will to make sure this baby is healthy and happy" he rubs my belly.

I awe. "What creative nickname are you gonna call her now?" I chuckle and play with the ends of his hair. He looks up at me with his eyebrows pushed together in confusion so I return the look.

"You think it's a girl?" he asks and I nod. "Well, I think it's a boy and his nickname will be picked when I learn his personality" he winks. I laugh and adjust my head on his chest. "Goodnight Firefly, goodnight you" he rubs my stomach.

I fall asleep as soon as I close my eyes, that shows how exhausted I am.

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