Until I Met You

Why?

Note:This chapter is going to have some sexual assault so I would recomend skipping it if you are sensitive to it. Not all of it is sexual assault but there will be a warning.❤

I went down to the kitchen to start dinner.

Maybe I'll make his favorite pasta. Maybe that will put him in a good mood.

I went to the cabinets to find the pot to put the pasta in. 'Bingo'. I pulled out a big soup pot.

"This should work".

I actually feel normal when I cook. It calms me. Not much calms me these days.

4 hours later

It's twelve .

Dad should come home any minute now.

Great.

I heard the front door open.

'Must be him' I thought

I should set the table for him.
He hates his dinner cold so I had to put it in the microwave.

"Im home!" he called out.

I walked into the living-room

"Hi,dad".

Then I saw Lucas walk in. He look me up and down. 'Ugh. Just leave me alone'.

"Hello, Ellie". He said smirking.

God that smirk. I want to murder him right now. Maybe someday.

I gave a nod, clenching my fist to my sides.

Then he licked his chapped lips. My god help me.

" your food is on the table dad." I stated

He nodded.

I'm surprised he's not drunk tonight. Maybe this is one of his soothing days. I hope.

I'm really scared of what Lucas will do tonight. Maybe I can have a chance to stop it. 'No dad will kill you'.

Damnit.

'Maybe-' I stopped my thought before they said more.

I really need to stop thinking such things. He's still my father and he's all I have left.

I went up to my room thinking of other things. Writing in my journal. Also one of the things I find most soothing.

Dear anyone who gets to read this,
This is day #198 and-

I get ripped out of my writing as Lucas barges in my room.

He grabs my wrist and pulls me into him.

WARNING: RAPE AHEAD

"finally" he says as he licks up my collarbone.

"Please let me go". I pleaded teary eyed.

He chuckled devilishly. "I will. After this". He replies with a low but deep voice.

He starts reaching up my shirt with his cold hands while giving me wet sloppy kisses on my neck.

I let out a pleading whine.

He roughly lays me on the bed and starts unbuckling his belt.

The sound of the clattering makes me weak. I know what's about to happen. I can't stop it. Not with him on top of me. I keep trying to plead for help. No one will answer anyways. There is no way i'm getting out of this. I don't have a phone. My dad uses the payphone down the street. But if i'm caught I will be beat to death. I would tell, but no one cares. I hate this neighborhood .

He pulled his pants down and went for my shirt.

I keep struggling so he will have a hard time.

He grabs me by my throat and starts squeezing hard.

I can't see anything as the fuzziness gets in my view.

"I will do this and you will like it!" he yells but I can barley hear him.

He pulls down my pants and next thing I know is I have lost. My soul is crushed. It hurts. Everything hurts.

I start to scream, but he covers my mouth quickly.

I could hear him grunting. And then he pulls out.

"That was better than usual". He jokes. It makes me sick.

He then walked out and slammed the door behind him.

End of raped scene**

I let out a loud sob.

Why? Why me?

So that was that.

I bet you all hate Lucas a whole lot more than the dad.

Hope you liked the chapter .❤

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