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My name is Emily Matson. I was born in America but due to my parent's separation I was then transferred to South Korea . I was only 10 months old when they decided to get divorced. I lived with my dad, who works as a director at an entertainment called BigHit. Although the artists was talented, we didn't get many projects as other companies. My dad struggled raising me up without my mom. I don't know how it feels to be loved by a mother but it's already my fate so I just accept it.

My 18th birthday is just around the corner. I hope I'll get what I want but nah, I doubt that.

I look out over the window. Seeking for calmness and everything that can help myself escape from the world problem. I thought living a life was easy where people do their needs everyday but it is not. I thought love was easy, beautiful, sweet and romantic like others but actually what i have from beginning of our relationship is stressful, hate, jealousy, betraying, regret, sadness and

dying.

I know what Aaron wants from me, Aaron William. He is an American too. Aaron was my first love. We are classmates. He was my boyfriend of 5 years 'til last month. I discovered that he just wanted to get closer to Kim Yoojin, my best friend since kindergarten. Of course Yoojin and I loved each other, but she doesn't know what that bullshit boi wants from us until 2 days ago. Aaron then finally decided to be honest to us because Park Jimin, his friend and also my friend told him to.

I know he would never tell the truth if Jimin didn't told him to. That asshole.

The reason i hate love.
The reason i don't want to trust guy.
And maybe the reason why I wanted to like the same gender as mine, but a guy name Kim Namjoon didn't allow me to.

Kim Namjoon.
The second guy I trust after my father. He is a korean guy who have a cool heart, talented in making music, one of the artist under my dad's company. He's always there when I need someone. I'm glad that I got to know him. His girlfriend will be lucky to have him. Too perfect. I wondered why he doesn't have a girlfriend.

"Emily? What are you thinking? Is it Aaron?" I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Namjoon's face is slightly smiling at me. I love his smile, It's cute especially when his dimples is visible.

Speaking of the devil. He knew that I just recently broke up with Aaron but he doesn't know why.

"Ah, nothing. It's not him. I'm just wondering what life is." I smiled back. He then sat besides me and gave me his bread.

I chuckled. This guy really know how to make me smile.

"Since we start shooting here, i knew there must something bad happened to you. You used to be so happy, cheerful and cute but ever since the broke up you've changed. So, tell me why please? I know it's a common thing that a couples do part but why so sudden? U seemed happy with Aaron. "

Namjoon looked around. Scared if someone saw him because he is an artist so he needs to be careful. He then turned to me back.

"It's nothing." I sighed. As director daughter, my dad always brought me along with him since no one's gonna look after me.

"If you say so. I can't do anything." He sigh. I chuckled and glad he didn't pushed me to it.

Then it went silence.

"Emily? You didn't- "

"Guys! Let's drop off! Turn off the camera. Check for the tickets. Jhope! You lost the ticket just now. Where is it?" My dad cut off our conversation.

"I GOT IT DAD!" Hoseok showed his ticket to my dad. Everyone in the company call my dad as dad because he told them to do so. We want to create happy family atmosphere right? Hehe.