That Girl

It Starts

CHAPTER FOUR

IT STARTS

I've done only two days of service and that second night I went to my apart, that I got with my stripping job, I grabbed the knife and I cut my thigh 10 times it... it felt good I then secretly stole my dads car and $2,000 I drove from Denver all the way to California. I luckily got a job at McDonalds. It sucks today is June 11,2001 I just got a boyfriend his name is Cody he doesn't I've cut myself. He's letting me stay with him he doesn't know I have $2000 with me. i feel bad but I have to suck it up. I..I've found someone else at work his name is Zack.I got off work early, so me and spent the day together.Then I told him it wasn't gonna work he then grabbed me by the arm and told me I can't break up with him and he threw me to the other side of the room I looked at my arm crying with pain at least 4 bruises I saw Zack go to the other side of the room he curled in a ball and started to cry I said to " Why are you crying?" "Im SO SO SORRy it just a temper I sewer " he responded. I went home to Cody carful not to let him see the bruises. I went to sleep that night wondering what to do. The next day I saw a wanted sign with me on it, I then knew I had to hide FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!! I am know wanting to kill me self. Of course Cody heard me say I wanted to kill myself. he called the people and told them I wanted to the I had to to suicide camp.